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“Progressive Breath Awareness Booster” Course Now Available On Insight Timer (App)


December 13, 2023 UPDATE: Now on Thinkific: https://integratingpresence.thinkific.com/courses/ProgressiveBreathAwarenessBooster

September 19/20, 2023 UPDATE: This course is now available on Udemy.com: https://www.udemy.com/course/progressive-breath-awareness-booster. Even though in a way I got the option I requested of them, I’ve decided since Insight Timer didn’t give notice or choice but made all their courses available only to Plus Members I’ve put the course on Udemy to reach a wider audience of those wanting one off purchases. If anyone wants to do the course outside of these platforms please contact me.

August 8, 2023 UPDATE: While testing functionality for the new blog post Insight Timer Premium Tracks: Energy Work, Still Point, Somatic Subtlety, Breath Awareness Course Bonus it seems the option to buy Insight Timer courses without an active “MemberPlus” subscription is no longer possible

June 27, 2023 UPDATE: Progressive Breath Awareness Booster – New Bonus Mini Course now available as an Insight Timer Plus audio free for members. From what I remember, under the older rules, before opening up to all teachers, this mini bonus course is essentially stuff I couldn’t include in the main course because I was limited to 15 minutes per day and had to pitch a detailed plan before starting piecing together production.


After a few years in the making the five-day Progressive Breath Awareness Booster course (aka Part 2 of Breath: Questions for Contemplation; Perceptions and Practice Ideas) is now available on Insight Timer. Free for Plus members ($60/year which includes a 7-day free trial), and/or via: https://www.udemy.com/course/progressive-breath-awareness-booster (see below for explanation). Each day is no longer than 15 minutes yet jam packed for many, many listens.

The course description:

The Progressive Breath Awareness Booster course primarily addresses the breath through approaches, observations, perceptions, practice ideas, and with inquiries ranging from simple, commonplace, practical and broad overviews to the bizarre, obscure, esoteric, and minutia. This aim of this course is not to overwhelm, for overthinking, for comparison, or judgement; rather, it primarily intends leveraging cutting edge material to increase and enhance the likelihood of maintaining and prolonging bare awareness of breath for and during breath practices as well as in everyday life.

Since I find being aware of breath (for longer periods) very helpful, yet at the same time quite challenging, the intent to discover new and better ways to deepen and prolong breath awareness brought through most everything in this course to contemplate, meditate with and experience each part piece by piece.

The decision to initially keep private much of the material in this course came when assembling 2020’s Breath: Questions for Contemplation; Perceptions and Practice Ideas which is highly recommended as prerequisite. Since Part One wasn’t designed for Insight Timer’s course format it didn’t make since to use the same title and then tack on a “Part Two” hence the rename Progressive Breath Awareness Booster while also siding with releasing as a course for wider adoption and benefit.

The writeup for Breath: Questions for Contemplation; Perceptions and Practice Ideas states:

In addition to this public presentation the private portion may be given if working with me, or may be released later. Much of what’s public is aggregated from other public sources while the private includes material I’m unsure of what portion is public and what portion is not.

“Being unsure of what portion is public and what portion is not” mostly means there’s really no simple way to verify what’s considered as new and original for this course hasn’t already been put out there in some shape, form or manner and to what degree of (dis)similarity.

The choice for this type of release also brought up and includes the classic question of whether or not it’s OK to charge for meditation instructions. Below is a portion of my email response to this very consideration (with additions and edits in brackets for retrospective clarity):

. . . I thought and pondered this long and hard while making this course. I even reached out to Insight Timer to request an option for this course to not be sold individually while still making it available to plus members who [more or less] donate to the platform (to support all the free users) and then [plus] members get access to all the courses (amongst other features) and then insight timer in turn more or less donates to teachers if I’m getting all this right.

I made sure nothing included in the course, to my current knowledge, came directly from any Buddhist canon nor directly from any Buddhist teachers (other than a handful of descriptive word choices) as it’s obvious Buddhist teachings are provided freely in the spirit of generosity.

As soon as Insight Timer offers the option to only make this course available to [donating] members I’ll choose that and even better if I will be allowed to mention that anyone interested in this course can contact me directly and get it freely. I surely plan to mention this on my website for the announcement write up for this course too.

. . .

I invite further thoughts, feelings and advice about all this


The female barefoot in the desert image above, as well as the windblown male silhouette for this blog post’s main image were both rejected by Insight Timer. They write, “for courses, we recommend using, clean, warmer, minimalistic, bold, and compelling images that generate positive emotions in our audience.”


Again, the suggested free prerequisite:

And (then) check out the course entirely free for Insight Timer Plus members (currently $60/year which includes a 7-day free trial), or the easy to remember: tinyurl.com/breathcourse. There’s a multiple choice reflective question at the end of each of the five days on Insight Timer with no right or wrong answer as well as a virtual classroom for students to ask (me) questions.

As a bonus, after finishing the course listen to Progressive Breath Awareness Booster – New Bonus Mini Course an Insight Timer Plus Premium Track free for members. From what I remember, under the older rules, before opening up course creation to all teachers, this mini bonus course is essentially stuff I couldn’t include in the main course because I was limited to 15 minutes per day and had to pitch a detailed plan before starting piecing together production.

It’s also currently $19.99 via: https://www.udemy.com/course/progressive-breath-awareness-booster. Even though in a way I got the option I requested of them, I’ve decided since Insight Timer didn’t give notice or choice but made all their courses available only to Plus Members I’ve put the course on Udemy to reach a wider audience of those wanting one off purchases. If anyone wants to do the course outside of these platforms please contact me

Born of necessity for more optimal breath meditation and almost even just being able to use breath as a meditation object nearly at all, I wish the best optimal outcomes to all who come across this course.

Language | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #38



In this thirty-eighth installment of the ongoing live series with Wendy Nash inquiring into meditation practice on and off the cushion we to delve into the influence of language in meditation. Recently a podcast guest mentioned a turning point when a teacher described the breath as: oh so delicate. There’s also an exercise some insight teachers do of getting into a meditative state and then reading off a list of words that are quite emotionally charged both positive and negative and then noticing the effects when dropped into meditation. (We do something like this with various words related to acceptance.) And if we can notice how impactful this is in meditation, how does that translate off the cushion? Also, how can language hinder and how can it help liberate? All this and more


0:00 – Introduction and Weather Chat

1:38 – Topic Introduction: The Influence of Language in Meditation

2:58 – Onomatopoeia and How Words Sound in Different Languages

6:26 – Language and Thought in Meditation

8:30 – Auditory vs Visual Thinking and Word Choice in Instructions

10:57 – Precision in Meditation Language and Over-Reliance on Words

13:53 – Guided Exercise: Dropping Acceptance Words into Meditation

16:32 – Discussion on the Acceptance Words Exercise

21:10 – Radical Acceptance and Wisdom in Arising Thoughts

27:42Article on How Word Sounds Affect Us

35:27 – Language, Emotions, and Wise Speech

37:40 – Harsh vs Passive-Aggressive Language

41:18 – Gender Differences in Nasty Language

46:41 – The Power of Kind Words and Self-Talk

49:51 – Meditation Helping with Reactions and Regret

51:15 – Internal Self-Talk and Judgment

54:55 – Moral Shame, Self-Deprecation, and Humble Brags

59:20 – Wrapping Up: Kindness and Christmas Advice

1:00:21 – Goodbye

Ai summarizes it thus:

1. **The Power of Words in Meditation Instruction**  

   – Certain phrases from teachers can create breakthroughs (e.g., describing the breath as “oh so delicate”).  

   – Subtle differences in wording matter: “observe the breath” feels distancing and dualistic, while “notice the breath” feels more open and direct.  

   – Historical translations of Pali terms (e.g., “enlightenment”) carry outdated Victorian-era cultural baggage that can mislead modern practitioners.

2. **Language as Sensory and Bodily Experience**  

   – Words land differently depending on the person: Wendy is highly auditory; others are more visual or kinesthetic.  

   – Onomatopoeia and sound symbolism show how some words mimic real-world sounds or sensations and affect the body more vividly.  

   – Reference to a research article: certain words (especially vivid, concrete, or emotionally charged ones) are more “surprising,” grab attention, and stick in memory longer.

3. **Live Exercise: Dropping Acceptance-Related Words**  

   Josh guides a short meditation, rapidly reading a list of gentle acceptance-oriented words/phrases (e.g., allow, permit, embrace, soften, surrender, tenderness, “it is like this,” “this belongs”).  

   – Wendy notes varied reactions: “allow” feels effortless and empowering; “embrace” or “surrender” can feel forced or trigger personal associations (e.g., childhood memory of unwanted physical affection).  

   – Highlights how the same instruction lands uniquely for each person and can reveal resistance, memories, or personality traits.

4. **Language Off the Cushion: Daily Life and Relationships**  

   – Harsh, passive-aggressive, or veiled toxic speech can be more damaging than overtly angry words.  

   – Discussion of “wise speech” (right speech): avoiding harm, gossip, deception, and “acting with a twist.”  

   – Gender observations on meanness: women sometimes use subtle, relational aggression; men more direct/physical.  

   – The importance of honesty as the foundation; lying (even to oneself) removes safeguards.  

   – Self-talk mirrors external speech: judgmental inner dialogue spills into how we treat others.

5. **Meditation as a Safe Space**  

   – The cushion amplifies sensitivity to language and emotion, making it easier to notice habitual patterns, reactivity, and inner narratives.  

   – Meditation creates space for response rather than reaction, revealing unconscious motivations and reducing self-inflicted drama.  

   – Keeping precepts (especially wise speech) reduces mental “gunk” that arises during sits.

6. **Closing Reflections**  

   – Shame can be healthy when it signals ethical awareness rather than self-beating.  

   – Humble-bragging and false humility are pitfalls; sincerity and kindness are the goal.  

   – Final holiday advice: be kind, give yourself slack, avoid excess alcohol, and choose words that bring peace.

Overall, the conversation emphasizes that language is not neutral—it shapes perception, emotion, bodily sensation, relationships, and meditative depth. Mindful attention to words (in instructions, self-talk, and daily speech) can liberate, while careless or harmful language hinders both practice and life. The tone is warm, honest, and practical, blending personal stories, Buddhist insight, and linguistic research.


*There’s naturally an ongoing open call for meditation (related) questions for the (roughly) monthly “Meditation Q & A” either by the various social media means listed; integratingpresence[at]protonmail.com or just showing to type/ask live.*



Background

Regular, current and past visitors to Integrating Presence may recall the monthly series “Ask Us Anything” I did with Denny K Miu from August 2020 until January 2022 — partially including and continuing on with Lydia Grace as co-host for awhile until March 2022.

For a few months thereafter I did various Insight Timer live events exploring potential new directions and/or a continuation of the Ask Us Anything format while weaving in other related teachings to these events.

Then, after chats with meditation coach Wendy Nash, it became clear to start a new collaboration similar to “Ask Us Anything” simply and clearly called “Meditation Q & A” especially due to the original intent of the Ask Us Anything’s being “discussions about meditation and related topics.”



Audio: Language | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #38

Past chats with Wendy:



Unedited transcript via YouTube:

Hey, wholeness. Welcome. This is Josh integrating presence and I’ve got Wendy Nash with me. Wendy, what’s going on?

I’m here on Gabby Gabby country in Queensland in Kabula and it’s heading

into the heat of summer. So, of course, I’m in the southern hemisphere and

Christmas is here and Queensland is really, really humid. So, it’s not that

hot. So, it’s about, you know, 20. A hot day for us is like 34, which is not that

hot by Sydney standards. 34 is kind of that’s fine. Um, but it’s so humid that

if it’s 34, it’s like unbearable. So, when it’s not like that today, it’s like

I’ve got a fan on, but it’s not too too bad. I have two fans on, but it’s not too too bad. So, yeah, I’m uh I’m I’m

happy. How about that? I’m in a happy space. That’s great. Yeah. And it’s winter time

here. When I got back from New Hampshire, it was super super cold. Like, okay. So, I’m sorry. We’re the

last country on earth that uses Fahrenheit. So, Celsius means very little to me. Fahrenheit will mean even

less to you. Uh those 8° Fahrenheit, which is way, you

know, way way colder that it would be sub or negative easily negative Celsius.

So, so yeah, and you could do a conversion. But here in mid Missouri, it’s it’s fairly mild for the winter

right now. It’s almost uh 50° Fahrenheit. So, not even close to

freezing right now. So, it’s it’s really balmy for winter here. Um but yeah, it’s

it’s okay. And uh here we are today to talk about language. Right. Let’s do a a rough abrupt transition here. And I’ll

just read this what I have written for it. In this 38th installment of the ongoing live series with Wendy Nash,

inquiring into meditation practice on and off the cushion, we plan to delve into the influence of language in

meditation. Recently, a podcast guest mentioned a turning point when a teacher described

the breath as oh so delicate. There’s also an exercise some insight

teachers do in the insight tradition of meditation um of getting into a

meditative state and then reading off a list of words that are quite emotionally charged both positive and negative and

then noticing the effects when dropped into meditation and if we uh can notice

how impactful this is in meditation how does this translate off the cushion into

our life also how can language hinder and how can it help liberate? All this and more when Wendy and I speak about

language itself. So, I’m going to sit back here for a second and I think uh where does um is

is there anywhere you want to start with with what I read, Wendy, or anything else? Well, I as I said just before we came on

air, uh I was interested in the conversation had an article yesterday which was really interesting.

Unfortunately, I can’t find it today. I did. Oh my goodness. But what it basically said is that words

uh you know we are all familiar with anamatapia with which is that words

sound like um like plop plop a plop. Yeah. So yeah. So you can hear

sort of murmur, the water murmurs, you know, and so a a lot of words have this

anomatopic sound, although not all because as you would know um the word in

English is dog in in um Danish it’s hund. So or in French it’s uh so that

they sound all very different but a lot of words are very ontopic and a lot of

words land differently in the body. So I asked somebody when I was um in France

what does English sound like and it’s and he said it sounds like you’re always angry at each other.

There’s a lot to be said about that I think. Yeah. And I think maybe we are often angry and it’s like we hear French you know and we

don’t understand French. It’s like, “Oh my goodness, they’re so beautiful and lovely and flowery and and then you go

actually when you hear them, they’re just like, you know, arguing. They’re the same as us.” You know, it’s in Danish, you know, you you sort of have

that there’s a Yeah. So, but the saying is if you can’t say anything nice, say it in French.

Well, Greg GT, Greg, somebody rather um says hi. And Nexus Ingenaria says, “Hi.”

So, very nice. Hello. Welcome. Hello back. Welcome. So, uh, we’re here,

uh, meditation, Buddhist meditation Q&A. So, our questions, um, are about that.

So, if you have any questions about how language affects the way that you meditate and your Buddhist meditation

um, and any other questions too, meditative related, if we don’t get to them now, it’s been potential for for other times.

Yeah. Yeah. So L uh Wendy was talking about I think you’re kind of pointing at maybe

the origins of language a little bit. I mean, take it all the way back, right? And these categorizations uh about these

I always say that, you know, it’s it’s amazing how we make these little mouth noises and we can understand each other

or it seems like we can understand each other, right? And like you’re saying the anamanopia well just had to

conceptualize because there’s no video recorders of social media back then, right? We have to kind of do some guesswork about origins of language.

Continue reading “Language | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #38”

Breath as an Anchor & Refuge for the Digital Age | Anapanasati Series With Jacques Rutzky

[ original unedited version: https://youtu.be/rJlxn1OZkms ]

(Ai assisted:)

In this fourth episode of the anapanasati series Integrating Presence welcomes meditation teacher Jacques Rutzky for a deep, personal conversation on mindfulness of breathing (anapanasati) and its role in daily life. Jacques shares his 50+ year journey into meditation—starting at age 16 in Detroit, discovering the Pali Canon, a pivotal 1974 retreat with Joseph Goldstein, and 45 years under Thai teacher Dhiravamsa (formerly Phra Bhikkhu Dhammasuddhi). He emphasizes practical, individualized breath practice over rigid methods, adapting to where students naturally feel the breath (nose, chest, abdomen). The discussion explores modern challenges like screen addiction and fragmented attention, hindrances (craving, aversion, etc.), and using breath as both anchor and refuge. Jacques advocates experimentation, slowing down, and viewing the mind as one tool among many—not the only one.

0:00 – Intro: Mind as a Tool, Not the Only One  

0:53 – Guest Intro: Who is Jacques Rusky?  

1:58 – Jacques’ Background: From Psychotherapy to Meditation Teaching  

3:19 – How Josh Discovered Jacques via Students  

4:12 – Preference for Deep, Personal Teacher-Student Connections  

7:44 – Jacques’ Early Dharma Path (Age 16, Pali Canon, No Teacher)  

9:05 – First Retreat (1974 with Joseph Goldstein)  

11:17 – Meeting Teacher Dhiravamsa: Hitchhiking, Cooking, 45-Year Bond  

20:13 – Dhiravamsa’s Lineage: Thai Theravada, Forest vs. Scholarly Traditions  

26:34 – Anapanasati: Why Breath? Always Available, No Need to Create  

28:39 – Teaching Breath: Individualize Where You Feel It (Nose/Chest/Abdomen)  

30:50 – Breath as Concentration + Insight Tool; Refuge from Chaos  

33:29 – Modern Challenges: Screen Addiction, Stimulation Overload  

35:01 – Practical Tips: Slow Down, Timers, Bells, Experiment with Devices  

40:20 – Human Beings, Not Human Doings; Slowing Life for Mindfulness  

46:17 – Breath Nuances: Pauses, Uniqueness of Each Breath  

46:41 – Distractions & Thinking: Mind as Favorite Tool (Hammer/Screwdriver Metaphor)  

51:36 – Working with Hindrances: 5 Hindrances + Antidotes  

54:39 – Physical Breath Issues: Blocked Nostril, Switch Sides, No Forcing  

57:23 – Wrap-Up: Contact Jacques, Final Breath Advice & Experimentation  

1:00:27 – Closing Blessing: Sila, Samadhi, Paññā for All Beings


Text Number:440-714-1476 (prefers text over calls)

Email: jr.minka[AT]mac[DOT]com


Audio: Breath as an Anchor & Refuge for the Digital Age | Anapanasati Series With Jacques Rutzky


Unedited transcript via YouTube:

Intro: Mind as a Tool, Not the Only One

I see the mind as a tool but not the only tool in the toolbox

and very often we get used to and end up

with a favorite tool but that tool isn’t appropriate for every situation but

to continue with the metaphor the body gets used to holding that

particular tool in a certain way. So when we let go of it, um it feels like

something is missing and we yearn for it and we want it back

because we want to if it’s a hammer beat something. If it’s a screwdriver, we want to turn something. I don’t take

either position to be um the only possibility.

Guest Intro: Who is Jacques Rusky?

Thoughts are a hindrance and bad and we have to get rid of them.

Hold us. Welcome. This is Josh of Integrating Presence Inner Skilled 2 and today I have Jacques Rusky with me.

Jock, what’s going on? Not much. I tried to live as simple life as possible.

Uh but today is a good day. I had a good night’s sleep. Oh, lovely. All right. I will give you

the standard question here. Uh who is Jacques and what kind of work does he do?

Um it’s an interesting question. I’ll uh who who is Jacques from a Buddhist point

of view? If we accept or eventually see

have the experience of seeing the arising and passing away

of the self then the sense of identity dissolves.

And so Jacques is just a name. Um but to answer

Jacques’ Background: From Psychotherapy to Meditation Teaching

your question more commonly, I would say that uh um currently I live in Evston,

Illinois. I uh teach uh meditation.

Uh many of my students are from Oberlin College or were from Oberlin College. I

lived there for about 15 years teaching the students and uh prior to that lived

in Woodside, California and uh prior to having a uh dramatic uh

illness uh viral encphilitis. Um,

I uh was a psychotherapist for 20 years

in California in the San Francisco Bay area. I would consider most people would

consider me retired, but for me teaching is semif.

And I really enjoy the connection with uh people who are very interested in

meditation. anywhere from a beginner to someone who’s been sitting for 25 or 30

years. And I like being challenged. Well, great. So do I. And I like asking

How Josh Discovered Jacques via Students

Continue reading “Breath as an Anchor & Refuge for the Digital Age | Anapanasati Series With Jacques Rutzky”

(A)Political Notes Mostly Reflected In The California Dhamma Scene

(Ai assist:) A short, unscripted solo reflection on some subtle patterns showing up at the intersection of Western Dhamma practice, language, and politics — especially in the California scene.

Topics touched on:

  • How maybe sometimes “not taking practice too seriously” can quietly become a new form of spiritual conceit or complacency
  • The strange silence around certain political issues in circles that used to be very vocal
  • Affinity / identity-based groups in meditation centers: sincere intention, but does it sometimes create a new kind of segregation?
  • The politics of peace (as far as I know it’s the only “side” the Buddha ever took)
  • Small language shifts (“on land,” “self-paced,” pronoun introductions) and the way they can divide more than they unify
  • A gentle reminder that language can liberate or it can confuse and separate — may we use it skillfully

No finger-pointing, no conclusions forced — just honest observations offered with metta



Ai cleaned transcript with some extra edits by me:

I’d been thinking about picking this up with Wendy again, continuing on from our last “Ask Us Anything” meditation Q&A, basically about balance in meditation and Dhamma and the lack thereof. I mentioned that this form of Dhamma on the West Coast has this particular sentiment in group of kind of making fun of awakening not being really achievable and then it kind of inadvertently turns into superiority conceit by belittling the notion of anyone taking it seriously — that it is even possible at all, and this becomes a type of distorted humility for those who buy into it and profess it. They bond around it, and all the while this normalizes and conditions being comfortable with complacency and resignation.

I don’t feel it’s really conducive to the practice. It’s understandable, though, because it’s the highest bar possible. I just want to point this out, not as blame or shame or anything.

I forgot to mention there’s the other extreme: politicians and powerful people pretending to be common and relatable for various reasons, a PR move to show they’re with the common man, that they’ve got it so hard and went through this and that, when maybe it’s not true or completely made up as a farce to make them appear something they’re not. That doesn’t really come into play so much in Dhamma circles. You see it in some other spiritual circles, and of course it speaks to spiritual ego. That’s another thing I’m working on too.

What I wanted to go into here is this notion—well, actually more the California political thing. There’s a paradox: to call something out as being overly political is in a way a political move too. I listened to a podcast the other day about how a certain branch of Dhamma in California is not mentioning the Israel-Palestine issue at all. I’m not calling for anyone to speak nor am I saying they shouldn’t. I just don’t feel personally called to get politically involved in that. But I am echoing (or bringing back up now) the sentiment of other politics they’ve done, and now they’re shying away from that, which is really interesting.

I don’t need to draw conclusions or say any more because then I would be getting politically involved, but I do want to draw attention to it. I noticed that they championed someone for a really long time, and as soon as it went against the agenda or she said something they didn’t like, they never mentioned her again. It’s just like they never championed her at all anymore. It’s interesting how these political climates can change and how things become yesterday’s news and get buried in the memory hole.

Another one is setting up special groups. I understand it because certain marginalized groups haven’t had a place or aren’t coming to certain organizations in the numbers that people would like. They’ve set up groups that self-identify and are color-coded so everyone knows these are affinity spaces. I don’t have good answers about whether this should be done or not. I just know that in a way it almost seems like segregating and using exclusivity. How does this work with inclusion? It’s including but also segregating at the same time because no one else in the organization is allowed in that exclusive group. I haven’t witnessed this dynamic in person and seen how it works and how it helps or hurts. I just find it really interesting the way this is being done.

On the Israel-Palestine thing again: I don’t choose sides or get politically involved other than to say what I think both sides can agree with, which is that the Buddha always calls for peace everywhere all the time. I care about all demographics. It’s always about peace all the time for me. That doesn’t have a monopoly on any label or group or identity. It’s universally applicable everywhere all the time. If we want to politicize peace or focus on peace, that’s what it should be about. I know it’s more complicated than that and I don’t want to downplay anything that happened in the past, but the ultimate aim should be peace for everyone all the time, everywhere. That’s where the heart should aim. No matter one’s politics, if I’m going to take a political side, it’s on the side of peace as much as possible. I don’t advocate any kind of violence or war for anything. ‘Hostility is never ended by hostility; only by non-hostility is hostility ended. That’s an ancient and eternal law.’ Some might call that a cop-out, but that’s okay.

Another interesting language thing I’ve seen is “on land / self-paced.” When I was in England, retreatants kept saying “I’ve landed.” Now we have “on land.” We don’t say “in-building” even though being in buildings are a big part of it. “Land” has this connotation of something that can be bought and sold. It reminded me—maybe too loosely—of the Buddhist enlightenment verses about finding the architect, tearing apart the rafters and ridge-pole of the house of self so no architect will build the Buddha another.

Not to pick on California too much, but another language thing: for instance some Theravada teachers switch between saying “Theravada tradition” and “our tradition” and “their tradition,” when referring to this which gets confusing—are you in it or outside it?

The big one is pronouns. I feel this is fortunately going by the wayside now. One thing I realized is that it functions as language control and division. All English speakers shared the same basic language, and suddenly introducing mandatory pronoun preferences front-loads every interaction and instantly sorts people into camps: those who comply and those who don’t. Divided people are easier to control than people unified by a common language. (Seems to promote self-censorship and walking on egg shells of sometimes seemingly arbitrary preferences while at times adding extra unneeded identifications.)

Language can be used to liberate or it can be used to confuse, mislead, divide, and deceive. May we all use language well and optimally, for genuine well-being and awakening.


Audio: (A)Political Notes Mostly Reflected In The California Dhamma Scene

Faith, Persistence, Nimitta, Waiting For Jhana And The Four Elements | Anapanasati Series With Brian Newman

(Ai assist:) Executive coach and deep Dharma practitioner Brian Newman shares his journey into the Pa-Auk Sayadaw meditation lineage and the transformative power of strong samatha (concentration) practice.

Brian explains how the need for unwavering presence in his coaching work led him to meditation, quitting alcohol, and eventually discovering that the ancient maps of the mind described in the texts actually work in real life. He emphasizes the essential role of faith (saddhā) in overcoming skeptical doubt, the natural arising of thoughts during practice (and why suppression is never taught), and his preference for building extremely refined jhana-based concentration before intensive vipassanā.

Drawing from direct training with Sayalay Susīlā (Pa-Auk’s longtime attendant), Brian describes the two main tracks in the Pa-Auk system: the absorption-jhana path (requiring nimitta, mastery of kasinas, and rigorous three-hour resolution sits) and the Four Elements dry-insight path used both for health and as an alternative route to strong concentration. He reflects candidly on not completing the full Visuddhimagga-style training yet still experiencing profound results, and explores the broader “jhana spectrum” — from light access concentration to hardcore absorption states — and why clinging to any one definition as “the only real jhana” is unhelpful.

Along the way the discussion touches on:

  • The re-emergence of serious samatha teaching in the West
  • Nimitta and pliancy of mind
  • Subtle steering techniques (including controversial eye-posture instructions)
  • The 14 ways of mastery for psychic abilities (iddhis)
  • Keeping an open yet discerning attitude toward esoteric phenomena
  • A simple recipe for success in deep practice: correct instruction + patient persistence

A rich, honest, and inspiring dialogue for anyone interested in mindfulness of breathing (ānāpānasati), the gradual training, jhana, or the Pa-Auk approach to awakening. Ideal for intermediate and advanced meditators seeking both practical insight and encouragement to go deeper.\




00:00 Introduction and Welcoming Brian Newman
00:33 Who is Brian Newman? (Background as executive coach)
01:50 How Brian brings Dharma concepts into corporate work
04:02 Brian’s meditation journey beginning (from coaching needs to retreats)
06:09 Discovering that ancient teachings “actually work” and building faith
07:09 The role of faith (shraddha) vs skeptical doubt in practice
08:19 Faith in the meditation object and overcoming hindrances
09:19 Past-life paramis and who succeeds in deep samatha
09:53 Thoughts in meditation: natural arising, not to be suppressed
12:19 Thought as a natural phenomenon (like sound)
13:15 Personal insights from coaching on papañca and confidence
14:46 Introduction to Anapana (mindfulness of breathing)
15:24 Brian’s entry into the Pa-Auk lineage via Sayalay Susila
17:05 Choosing strong samatha before vipassana
17:35 The two Pa-Auk paths: Jhana track vs Four Elements (dry insight)
18:06 Absorption jhanas, nimitta, and mastery requirements
20:19 Training the mind to be pliant and wieldy
22:00 My current practice and why a shift in interest toward deeper ultimate reality
23:27 Reconciling dry vipassana and later returning to strong samatha
24:48 Four Elements practice as health practice and its shamanic quality
26:16 Elemental perception and potential psychic abilities
28:10 Desire for direct seeing of ultimate materiality/mentality
29:09 Abhidhamma as a clear manual when the mind is sharp
30:23 The jhana spectrum and why some Western traditions de-emphasized deep jhana
31:27 Signs of the “end times” – abandonment of samatha
32:21 Stories of Western teachers with strong jhana/citta practice
34:12 Christina Feldman’s fierce instruction on the nimitta
35:26 The 14 ways of mastery – intense pliancy training
38:16 Openness (or lack thereof) to siddhis and the esoteric
39:02 The miracle of instruction and the role of intuition in teaching
40:27 Experiences in deep states (piti, divine ear, floating, etc.)
41:59 Leigh Brasington quote on the jhana wars
42:49 Teaching the whole spectrum without dogmatism
44:37 Recipe for success: correct instruction + patient persistence
45:29 Jhanic eye postures as a “steering wheel” for concentration
47:49 Preserving a little magic in practice
48:01 Closing thanks and well-wishes


Mentions and related resources:

Leigh Brasington

Christina Feldman

Daniel Ingram

Sayalay Susīlā (Brian’s main Pa-Auk teacher)

Tina Rasmussen

Shaila Catherine

Pa-Auk Sayadaw & Pa-Auk Forest Monastery

Beth Upton

Kenneth Folk (Brian mentions as a “root teacher” for steering techniques)

My Series Studying And Practicing With “The Iddhipāda-Vibhaṅga Sutta — An Analysis Of The Bases Of Power” (SN 51:20): Introduction; The Sutta’s Key Encapsulation Paragraph & A Translation Reading (1 of 7)

Exploring the Jhānas as Resonance Tools — groundbreaking paper by Randi Green — https://randigreen.onehttps://randigreen.one/onewebmedia/The%20Jhanas%20as%20Resonance%20Tools.pdf


Audio: Faith, Persistence, Nimitta, Waiting For Jhana And The Four Elements | Anapanasati Series With Brian Newman

Unedited transcript via YouTube:

Welcome. This is Josh integrating presence; inner skilled. Today I have Brian Newman with me. Brian,

what’s going on today? Great to see you, Josh. Like I was just saying, nothing I enjoy more than talking Dharma and Jonas with the

practitioner. Well, it’s it’s it’s it’s pretty cool, you know. Um, when I think of all the

things we can do in this this pretty much brief life, I really haven’t come across much better than what we’re doing

here. And this is a big part of the path, I would say. Um, and it can open up a lot of the other parts of the path

in a way of putting it. But so to get us started here with my classic question, who’s Brian Newman? What kind of work

does he do? It’s a funny way to ask it. Um, right. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. Who’s Brian Newman? He doesn’t seem to be in control of the show, so I hesitate to speak from his voice, but let’s go ahead and do that

anyway because it’s a conventional way to talk. Uh I’m in my early 50s and I’ve

been an executive coach for about uh going on about 15 years now. I do I do

exclusive pretty exclusively businessto business. So what that means is I work with large public companies throughout

the world and I do uh one-on-one coaching for senior leaders and I also do group leadership development

programs. So my sort of forte is long duration about a year um developmental

work in a corporate context which can be very very dry but Josh the truth is and

maybe hopefully those people won’t listen to this podcast they probably won’t find it. I’m teaching dharma in corporate context and I’m using

different words. I have taught the six yogas in corporate context using different words and people get it. They

understand what it feels like to be in a god realm. They know what it feels like to be in a hell realm. We’re in that like six times a day. And so what I what

I take as a great uh point of joy and pride in my work is I’m sort of Trojan horsing deep spiritual concepts into

modern language and it works. Uh which is evidenced by the fact that my clients keep having me back year after year to

run the same programs over and over. How did you get interested in this? And

then we’ll get into the dhamma. That’s what I really want to talk about. And then uh if if you don’t mind like maybe a common criticism might be okay these

are really high influential people. Are they just like maybe appropriating these

concepts and you know making them into more than they actually are and just

using it more for to boost ego to boost power you know like maybe criticisms

like that like are they really sincere? what’s their level of syntheticity, authenticity and and how might that

interfere or not with with you know uh with uh I guess

well I mean we can get into the whole ethics things which is huge but but anyway that I think that’s enough and I

I I don’t want to gloss over this but I I don’t want to spend a lot of time either on it because I want to we would

talk more dharma here. Yeah, I think the the appropriation um isn’t so much of a challenge I think

because I’m actually not using dharma concepts and I’m never saying dharma. I don’t say Buddha, I don’t say meditation. And so there’s nothing to appropriate from that sort of cultural

perspective, I guess, or the Buddhist cosmology perspective. It’s really about finding a way to talk to people that resonates that isn’t too spiritual so

that it turns them off. So if we speak to a CRO, which is a chief revenue

officer, which means he probably runs he or she probably runs a several hundred person team that is focused on generating revenue every day of the

week. They don’t have time for that. They don’t want to hear it. And so what’s the way? How can we get into

their ears? And so it’s a really it’s a it’s a difficult thing. And I think there’s probably few people who can sort

of have one foot in the in the spiritual camp and then one foot in the I can talk to a chief revenue officer camp and not

be offputting. So that’s kind of the the line I’m trying to tow area.

Well, right on. Yeah. and I I’ve come across your work on a a particular

podcast and I appreciate hearing this and one of the things I wanted to reach out to you and this is the on upon

series that I’m doing several sub episodes now so we’ll we’ll get I want to spin the crux on that and in

particular you um te tell us uh tell the audience about the background of your practice um one of the reasons I reached

out is because you’re familiar with the PA lineage which was what I’m you know in now studying and practicing thing for

the most part. And yeah, it’s it’s tied up with what I just said about becoming a coach. So, I was around

I was in my later 30s and I’d been a salesperson for a long time. Um, which which leads to certain good

behavioral qualities, good listening, good questions, stuff like that. But I became a coach and the demands of me were really different. I need to show up

with full presence with someone, you know, perfect, beautiful presence. That meant that um Joshua, that meant I

needed to stop I needed to stop drinking. it it it wasn’t going to be okay to ever show up to somebody hung

over. I realized really quickly when became a coach. Then I started to think, well, I thought I was a good listener, but there’s a lot of things happening in

my head when I’m trying to hear this person talk. And I had this idea that maybe if I sort of looked at the mind

and I had some I did martial arts for a long time, so you know, it was it wasn’t wasn’t totally foreign to me the idea of meditation. I had this idea that maybe I

could quiet the mind and that would be that would make me a better coach. And it wasn’t that I was aiming to be a

better coach. I was aiming to be a better service to the people that I was coaching and I went to a goko retreat. So I was like let’s go do this. It was

actually part of my coaching school. The coaching school that I went to said you need to start meditating 10 minutes a day. And I’m like it’s my personalities.

We’ll probably find out here in a few minutes. And I and I thought well if 10 minutes is good 30 is probably better. And so I did 30. And then I think if 30

was good I think I I quickly went to an hour. And then I was like well maybe I should go on a retreat. And this did

nothing to quiet the mind. It just made me see how loud it was. And that was the start of the whole thing. So once the

loudness can be seen maybe from sort of a witness perspective, it’s like whoa, that ain’t okay. Let’s do something

about that. And that started a 15 year long journey of um first, you know,

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(Losing) Balance in Dharma | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #37



This is the thirty-seventh installment of the ongoing live series with Wendy Nash inquiring into meditation practice on and off the cushion. I recently witnessed a reoccurrence of various perplexing sentiments from the (USA) West Coast Dharma scene (which even parallel general society). After running this by Wendy she rightly pointed out tinges of self-righteousness in my approach. So how do we exercise judiciousness and discernment while observing life at large and in meditation without falling into traps of judgmentalism and unhelpful righteousness? Subsequently, how do we skillfully convey this in our speech and actions? What else can catch us off balance in meditation and the wider world? How do we regain balance, and how does this all interrelate? We fill in the details and get into all this and more

And here’s how ai summarized it (with minor edits from me):

Wendy joins with a freshly twisted ankle (courtesy of a sneaky pebble and a poorly designed footpath she was inspecting on her e-bike), turning the mishap into a perfect real-time example of how quickly we can lose physical, emotional, and mental equilibrium. What starts as a light-hearted injury update spirals into a rich, compassionate conversation touching on:

– Noticing and owning hurt instead of armoring it with judgment or self-righteousness  

– The subtle cynicism in some Western Dharma scenes that jokingly dismisses awakening as impossible (and how that often masks personal pain or fear of failure)  

– Dealing with politicians who block you on social media, toxic news, and other “poisonous food” for the mind  

– Wendy posits dukkha as discomfort and sukha as ease/comfort rather than the heavier suffering/happiness framing  

– The power of deliberately noticing tiny gestures people make that put you at ease—and how that single practice replenishes energy and naturally spreads kindness  

– Taking responsibility without self-blame, starting where you are, and using what you have  

– Sending genuine love and support to viewers facing cancer and other hardships

Warm, honest, funny, and deeply human—two long-time practitioners openly sharing their own wobbles while gently reminding everyone that balance is recoverable, one mindful, kind step at a time. Lots of metta, practical tips, and zero pretension.


*There’s naturally an ongoing open call for meditation (related) questions for the (roughly) monthly “Meditation Q & A” either by the various social media means listed; integratingpresence[at]protonmail.com or just showing to type/ask live.*



Background

Regular, current and past visitors to Integrating Presence may recall the monthly series “Ask Us Anything” I did with Denny K Miu from August 2020 until January 2022 — partially including and continuing on with Lydia Grace as co-host for awhile until March 2022.

For a few months thereafter I did various Insight Timer live events exploring potential new directions and/or a continuation of the Ask Us Anything format while weaving in other related teachings to these events.

Then, after chats with meditation coach Wendy Nash, it became clear to start a new collaboration similar to “Ask Us Anything” simply and clearly called “Meditation Q & A” especially due to the original intent of the Ask Us Anything’s being “discussions about meditation and related topics.”



Audio: Is There An Objective Purpose In Life? | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #35

Past chats with Wendy:



Audio: (Losing) Balance in Dharma | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #37

Or listen via Insight Timer (app or website)


Unedited transcript via YouTube:

Hey, welcome. This is Josh integrating presence and today rejoined with Wendy Nash. Wendy, what’s up?

Well, I’m here on Gabby Gabby country in Queensland in Kabulra and this morning very literally closer to the ground. So,

today I’m sitting slightly to the side because my foot is resting on my bed on a cold uh pack uh compressed in the rice

method. There you go. Um cuz one small pebble and I just fell over. that’s not

at my strength. But um I’m doing this thing where I walk around my neighborhood every day or you know a few

times a week and just report the foot paths that aren’t working or and I’ll write posts on on foot path quality and

the impact and what I’m learning. It’s very interesting. Foot paths are much more interesting than you can imagine.

You you sort of take them for granted like every piece of infrastructure. You just take it for granted. But I have

learned so much. I’ve been doing it for maybe a month and a half and today’s one

was uh actually about a path and I had I tried to I had my bike because it and

it’s a big cargo ebike so it’s about 40 kilos and I don’t know what that is in

American numbers. You’ll have to figure that out but yeah I don’t know I don’t know how

to work out all those Fahrenheit things. Um, so it’s technically I know it’s a dupa so

um the last country on earth Fahrenheit. It’s like no I think you’re up there with I don’t know Saudi Arabia or

somewhere. Um so um

uh so there’s a storm water drain which means there’s no accessibility ramp. So already that was a problem. And then I

walk along. And in Australia, you know, when you when you’re on a path and they put in a sort of two uh metal bars a

little bit apart, so you have to do a zigzag around that. That’s to stop people like uh bikes and stuff like

that. But it also stops people who have legitimate um accessibility needs like pram and um wheelchairs and and all

that. And so and and where I went and then further on uh there was it was

actually quite muddy on the it was quite muddy buildup because we’ve had a little bit of rain lately and so this the leaves were gathered and one part of the

the footpath was actually quite pulled in all that mud and uh not too bad but I

couldn’t I just didn’t see a pebble and when I was trying to walk back um

because the path actually goes out onto this beautiful park and then onto the rail trail, which would just be amazing

for people on mobility scooters, just make a sort of a real life quality change for them. And I was walking back

and I just I was trying to figure out how to go through these banana benders we call them. And um and my my my ankle

just rolled often rolls now cuz it’s just does it all the time, you know. So

um I went down, the bike went down. I thought I was going to break my nose cuz

I whacked my nose and yeah, I was going, “Oh, wow. This is actually thing.” Oh,

we have someone Deborah Long C1M. So lovely to see you. Hi. So I fell over

and then that was the end of my little walking journey for today. For the week.

Luckily, it’s Thursday. I’ll be back doing it next week. Sorry. Sorry to my infrastructure guys.

Same run. Yeah, you’re a trooper, Wendy. Um, it was your the the eye last time and maybe you give

a quick update on that. And those banana benders, um, those aren’t as much the states. Uh, they’re in England and in

Denmark quite a bit. Uh, but, you know, I guess it’s to stop people from going through there really fast on like

scooters and bikes and stuff like that. So, you know, so people don’t run people over or something like that. But like

you said, they’re they’re a pain to get through. And if people have a, you know, if they have like a scooter or whatever,

they have to slow down or they can’t get through it or have to do something else. So yeah, I I don’t know. I don’t know

what to say. I don’t know the solution. Maybe you do. Well, you you actually don’t need to have banana benders. You know, if people

ride quickly, people ride quickly. A big part of the problem is that so much of our land space is just taken up by the

car. So if you create streets that are safer for everybody to use, people will

use them. And at the moment we’re all restricted because of this private uh

this sort of privatization of public land which is the car uh which is the road. Uh so and people have this idea

that they’re not allowed that only cars and motorized vehicles are allowed on roads which now that you’ve lived in

Denmark you would go yeah that’s not true but you in America it is. Yeah pretty much in

America it’s I mean like people treat bikers like crap in America. Yeah. Exactly. Exactly.

Not in Denmark. Denmark they have like oh like total respect and you know just as much right away if not more than

everything else. So yeah. So uh yeah. So anyway, so we’ve

got Deborah Long and she’s asking what’s my name? You look better, whatever that means. Beautiful.

Josh, your makeup is stunning today. Is that? Yes. Yes. Yes.

I don’t I I actually don’t have any on so Oh, there you go. Well, that makes all of us. So, to follow up on my skin

cancer last time, there you are, Joyce. You know, it’s the body. It’s just the body. The body just it, you know, I’m

slowly getting to this idea that the body isn’t against me. The body does

what the body does. And and so, of course, it’s going to do what it does.

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Breath, Light, The Inner Teacher And The Vastness Of Samadhi | Anapanasati Series With Richard Shankman

(Ai Assist:) Richard Shankman, author of the seminal book The Experience of Samādhi, gives a deep exploration of mindfulness of breathing (anapana), samadhi, jhana, and the fluid, often misunderstood nature of deep meditative states.

Key Themes Discussed:

  • Anapana as a Universal Doorway: Richard shares his 55-year practice rooted in breath meditation, emphasizing its accessibility and capacity to open into vast experiential domains.
  • Samadhi: Narrow Path or Infinite Unfolding? Richard challenges rigid interpretations of jhana, distinguishing between exclusive, one-pointed absorption (e.g., Pa-Auk, Visuddhimagga-based) and inclusive, open-awareness jhana (more aligned with sutta descriptions). He stresses that both are valid — different flavors, not depths.
  • Jhana Factors & Misinterpretations: A deep dive into vitakka-vicāra — are they “applied & sustained thought” (Visuddhimagga) or “mental movement/investigation” (sutta-based)? Richard cites Pali scholar Peter Skilling to highlight linguistic ambiguity and evolving interpretations over centuries.
  • Nimitta, Light, and Divine Experiences: Practitioners may encounter visual nimitta, bodily light, or even divine figures (e.g., Mother Mary) — experiences often dismissed in strict Theravada settings but validated here as authentic openings when met with wisdom.
  • Letting Go vs. Clinging to Maps: A central tension: follow the tradition or the living experience? Richard advocates steering with intention while honoring organic unfolding, guided by an inner teacher and supported by external mentorship.
  • Thinking Mind in Meditation: Practical advice: don’t fight thoughts. Give gentle preference to the breath, relax deeply, and let mental activity be background noise unless it demands attention (e.g., unresolved emotion).
  • Non-Clinging as Liberation: The practice ultimately simplifies into living with awareness, letting go when needed, and opening the heart — a portable, daily dharma beyond retreat halls.
  • Forgiveness & Ethical Awakening: Josh shares how embracing the Five Precepts and seeking forgiveness early in practice dramatically reduced remorse and mental agitation.

Tone & Takeaway

Warm, humble, and boldly honest, Richard dismantles dogmatic barriers while honoring tradition. The conversation is a compassionate invitation to trust one’s sincere intention, relax into practice, and remain open to the mystery — whether the path leads to nibbana, divine love, or simple daily presence.

Final Note from Richard:

“Even at your worst, your good intention is still alive. Return to that. You’re doing the best you can.”

0:00 – Show Soundbite: Self-Judgment & Good Intentions

1:11 – Welcome & Guest Intro: Richard Shankman

2:06 – Richard’s 55-Year Breath Practice

3:06 – Richard’s Book on Samadhi

4:15 – Richard’s Background: From Yoga to Theravāda

5:19 – No Longer Identifying as Buddhist

6:38 – Leaving the Raft Behind

7:50 – Anāpānasati Sutta & Breath Practice

9:03 – Narrow vs. Vast Paths in Dharma

12:14 – Divine Light & Mother Mary Experience

14:35 – Goenka vs. Pa-Auk Traditions

18:26 – One-Size-Fits-All vs. Personalized Practice

21:20 – Pa-Auk Jhanas & Nimitta

22:27 – Suta vs. Visuddhimagga Jhanas

30:23 – Narrow Path to Nibbāna vs. Opening to Divine

33:10 – Nibbāna, Deathless & Unfathomable Realities

37:21 – Liberation Through Non-Clinging

41:40 – Breath Practice & Nuts-and-Bolts

43:22 – Nothing to Do, Yet Developing on the Path

45:27 – Clinging, Letting Go & When It Lets Go of Us

47:19 – Jhanas: Exclusive vs. Inclusive Samadhi

52:27 – Why the Confusion Around Jhana Definitions

54:35 – Suttas vs. Visuddhimagga Divergence

57:19 – Vitakka-Vicāra: Two Interpretations

1:04:23 – One Mind, Two Streams in Jhana

1:06:23 – Evolution of Teachings Over Time

1:09:22 – It Doesn’t Matter Which Path—All Lead to Liberation

1:12:17 – Working with Thinking Mind

1:17:21 – Ethics, Remorse & Forgiveness

1:19:53 – Contact & Closing Message

Website: https://metadharma.org — Weekly Zoom group, retreats, and daylongs available

Email: meta@metadharma.org

Book: The Experience of Samadhi: An In-depth Exploration of Buddhist Meditation https://www.amazon.com/Experience-Samadhi-depth-Exploration-Meditation/dp/1590305213


Audio: Breath, Light, The Inner Teacher And The Vastness Of Samadhi | Anapanasati Series With Richard Shankman

Related post: https://integratingpresence.com/2021/05/06/types-of-samadhi-from-early-buddhist-texts


Unedited transcript via YouTube:

Show Soundbite: Self-Judgment & Good Intentions

We can be particularly hard on ourselves and judge ourselves by how well or

poorly good or bad we think we’re showing up or doing doing it, whatever the it is. And I understand that, but um

uh you know, how well or poorly we we act in any situation is really that’s just the conditioned patterns of our

minds. That’s what we’re working on is shifting the conditioned patterns. And if when that happens, what I found useful is to um connect back with what

my sincere as a dharma practitioner, my sincere um aspiration or intentions are.

And I’ll bet everyone has a good intention. And you know, whatever your own languaging is of wanting to live in a way that creates less suffering in the

world for yourself, for others, wants to create more well-being for yourself and for others. And if that’s true for you,

even when you’re at your worst, you can still know that you you really do care about that intention and that’s alive

for you. And I find it going back to that somehow and know that still is my good intention and I’m doing the best I

can. We’re all just doing the best I can. And then and then um is helpful so we’re not too hard on ourselves and we

can still stay attuned. Let that intention kind of be bolster us kind of

Welcome & Guest Intro: Richard Shankman

a thing. Welcome. This is Josh of Integrating Presence and today I have Richard

Shankman with me and hopefully I am containing my enthusiasm or bringing enough equinimity to my enthusiasm

because seriously I I really appreciate this. I’ve been doing exclusively for you know since I’ve practiced every day

since 2012. The last couple years my practice has been exclusive on anapana

around the anapana spot in the Pak tradition. just to give Richard a little bit of background here before I get

going and to make this kind of more real. And I still haven’t gotten imit.

So that’s kind of my bias a little bit, but I am also open to this huge topic on

many levels uh from the text, but we’re going to focus more on practice today. So I’m already jumping into it, but I’ll

throw it back here to Richard and say, Richard, what’s going on today and how are you? Uh well I’m well happy to be

Richard’s 55-Year Breath Practice

with you and um you know my I’ll just say my whole practice has been uh

mindfulness of breathing meditation for well I’ve been 55 years that’s a long

time this is great and I’ve done other practices you know but

really that has been and my experience has been

it just opens up and I think any practice we do can be a doorway

to open into everything you know it’s a it’s a question of finding each person’s

uh best way and so for those for whom mindfulness of breathing in its many

many varieties is a good practice and I think it is probably for

many many people um that um um you know it’s been a doorway kind of to

everything so um really I would that’s been my practice Awesome. I I again I am so overly enthusiastic

Richard’s Book on Samadhi

here. Hopefully it’s it’s balanced somewhat because for those of you probably everybody listening to this

would know that Richard has kind of this seinal book I would say on samadei. Um,

and not only I would say and I and I’m not that familiar actually. I haven’t gone through it in detail, but I would

venture to say it is really comprehensive and very thorough and wide reaching and

at the same time very accessible and and practical as well. And so maybe you

would touch a little bit on this a little bit before we jump right into to Sami and any kind of background. I think

um other than what you said, I think that’s kind of um yeah, before we just jump right in here.

Um well, there was a couple of things. I’m not sure. Perhaps you can guide me. Um um I’m as far as a little background.

Um I mean, you said something about the book and maybe should I just say something about that? That’s kind of how you know me or

Yeah, I I would think so. And of course, your name comes up in Dharma Talks from time to time, especially when people

talk about samadei, you know. Yeah. So the book title in your name comes up here and there, you know. Yeah.

Richard’s Background: From Yoga to Theravāda

Well, you know, I came up so first I’ll just say my original practice actually started in 1970 and I was more in a um

what would you say Hindu oriented yoga traditions. I lived in an ashram and um

actually I was doing mostly breath meditation. It was a different different tradition and different way of just

framing everything. And then it was in um kind of the early or mid70s I I was

still meditating but I ended up more in the Buddhist oriented kind of terravada oriented world and I’ that’s been kind

of my world I’ve sort of lived in uh of course h well having I don’t want to get

us too far off but having said that of course as the practice becomes more and more alive you really end up you’re not

in any tradition anymore. It’s just the aliveness of being and you know where’s

Buddhism that in that. So that’s a that’s a big topic. People might say but wait a minute what do you mean? So but

so to be honest with you that well it’s too late. I have to say now so people

No Longer Identifying as Buddhist

who I work with wouldn’t really know this but I actually don’t identify as a Buddhist anymore. I nobody would know

that. I this is the tradition. It’s the it’s the formulation. It’s the framework. tremendous respect and

gratitude for it. But it in my own self like in in the in just the moment in

just the aliveness of being there’s no you wouldn’t say it’s a Buddhist thing

but we still don’t want to throw the path out too soon right

well yeah you make good points you know even the Buddha said um eventually the d the draft easy for me to say

or the raft right the raft of dhhamma has to be left behind on the further shore right so that’s there’s that and I always tell

people basically the same thing, you know, I don’t consider myself a Buddhist. I study and practice this

primarily right now, you know, but and to me, I don’t even look at Buddhism as a religion anyway. To me, one way to

frame it maybe is um one approach of how to see into the true nature of reality,

the way things actually are. And the best way to go about doing that for my own well-being and for the well-being of

others and especially in the long term. So, I can definitely resonate with this. I think you’re you’re alluding to even

going beyond that as well. Um, of course, let’s not let’s not jump out of the raft too soon.

Leaving the Raft Behind

Yeah. Yeah, I’m still definitely on the raft by all. Also, I want to say uh just I hope just

to clarify, you know, I’m not making I’m not making any claims for myself. I

don’t make any claims. I would say um you know, anyway, I feel like I’m

very appreciative and gratified. um and about what the practice has done and

where it’s kind of done for me and gotten. So, in that way, uh it’s been

great. And I’m not making any I don’t make claims about it in any way. I just want and I’m that’s not me. I’m not

that’s not code for I really am making claims, but I’m too humble to say it. I

mean, for real. Yeah. No, it’s a good point. And I I I’m heavy with disclaimers myself a lot of

times. So it is is really helpful that you know and I’ll just say right now

this is of course it should be obvious but this is my current understanding where I’m at now. I’m open to you know

being completely wrong with everything and and moving beyond that. But for right now this is the the the best I’m

able and you know accessible. So so let’s jump in here. the the anopana. I guess we can um reference maybe the

Anāpānasati Sutta & Breath Practice

anopanana sati suta. And I think to keep it even more accessible and still foundational for anybody doing this

practice, we can kind of just stay maybe more focused towards the the opening

part of it, you know. So, um, like I I guess maybe one place to jump in here is

how like what are some kind of fundamental similarities and differences between, you know, the the tradition

you’re in before the um Hindu maybe oriented tradition and where the the Buddhist tradition and I’ll just, you

know, some ways we can answer here. You can we can answer for the absolute completely beginner that has no idea of

any of this stuff. we’ve got maybe more of an intuitive level of I how much we

can sense into who may be listening to this and maybe in the future and maybe with repeated listenings. I don’t know

Continue reading “Breath, Light, The Inner Teacher And The Vastness Of Samadhi | Anapanasati Series With Richard Shankman”

Trust | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #36


In this thirty-sixth installment of the ongoing live series with Wendy Nash inquiring into meditation practice on and off the cushion we delve into trust: its aspects in and outside of formal meditation and how these interrelate and feed into each other as well as the importance of trust for so many things. To name a few: confidence, courage, openness, honesty, safety, intuition, friendship, ethics, societal functionality and their opposites and spectrums

Ai basically summarized our chat thus:

Wendy’s Personal Story

  • Wendy shares a recent skin cancer diagnosis and treatment on her face (near the right eye, stitches down the cheek).
  • She contrasts a disinterested doctor (free clinic) with a trusted one who showed genuine care, skill, and diligence.
  • Removal was timely; further growth could have reached the eye. Stitches removed that morning – painful but successful.
  • Contrasts her minor issue with her computer guy’s stage-4 esophageal cancer.
  • Core insight: Trust begins with “mattering” – does the other person’s well-being matter to them? (Inspired by a recent book on relationships.)

Core Themes of Trust

Interpersonal Trust

  • Interest in the other’s well-being builds trust.
  • Honesty, competence, boundaries, and straightforwardness are key.
  • Lack of honesty or self-centeredness erodes trust; some people are instinctively trustworthy due to broader worldview.

Self-Trust & Meditation

  • Meditation reveals self-clarity: “It’s often me being the idiot” – seeing unskillful behavior without self-flagellation.
  • Builds self-trust by testing the Dharma (“kick the tires”) – Wendy transformed from angry to calm through practice.
  • Trust in practice yields confidence: “I can sit, let go, and just be.”

Spiritual/Buddhist Dimensions

  • Trust in karma, impermanence, and universal laws (faith + field-testing).
  • Equanimity amid dukkha (old age, sickness, death); trust in goodness/order despite chaos.
  • Links to faith (saddha) in Buddha, Dharma, Sangha; balances with wisdom (paññā).

Wisdom (Paññā) Clarified

  • Not intellectual knowledge, but direct seeing of impermanence, dukkha, non-self (anatta).
  • Three levels: hearing (suta-maya), reflection (cinta-maya), meditation/insight (bhāvanā-maya).
  • Experiential, compassionate; cuts ignorance (avidyā). Wisdom without heart is cold; compassion without wisdom is sentimental.

Cultural & Societal Trust

  • Cross-cultural experiences (Australia, UK, US, Denmark, monasteries):
    • Xenophobia often stems from unfamiliarity, not racism.
    • Cultural norms shape identity; abroad, one feels liberated or lonely (e.g., English reserve vs. Australian openness).
    • Monasteries offer universal Dharma ground beyond cultural overlays.
  • Societal level: “In God We Trust” (added 1950s) reflects social contract (e.g., currency).
  • Modern erosion: Capitalism reduces people to data/productivity → hollow, lonely, less trust in institutions.

Trust in Relationships & Society

  • Golden Rule: Openness to foreigners; friendliness (metta) repels harm.
  • Goal-oriented (Protestant work ethic) vs. relational focus → distorted effort, complacency.
  • Lack of societal trust: Governments/employers not prioritizing welfare → “I don’t matter.”

Key Practices & Takeaways

  • Meditation as Container: Observe self in context, own fallibility, build broader view.
  • Self-Reflection Questions:
  • Why don’t I trust myself? (Acknowledge unskillful acts with sincerity.)
  • What would life be without trust in reality? (Maddening.)
  • Tibetan Slogan (Closing): “Of the two witnesses, trust the principal one.” – Only you know when you’re kidding yourself.

Tone: Raw, personal, humorous, paradoxical. Trust is relational, experiential, and cultivated through practice – from doctor’s stitches to global society. Ends on hope: Deepen self-trust for good reasons.


*There’s naturally an ongoing open call for meditation (related) questions for the (roughly) monthly “Meditation Q & A” either by the various social media means listed; integratingpresence[at]protonmail.com or just showing to type/ask live.*



Background

Regular, current and past visitors to Integrating Presence may recall the monthly series “Ask Us Anything” I did with Denny K Miu from August 2020 until January 2022 — partially including and continuing on with Lydia Grace as co-host for awhile until March 2022.

For a few months thereafter I did various Insight Timer live events exploring potential new directions and/or a continuation of the Ask Us Anything format while weaving in other related teachings to these events.

Then, after chats with meditation coach Wendy Nash, it became clear to start a new collaboration similar to “Ask Us Anything” simply and clearly called “Meditation Q & A” especially due to the original intent of the Ask Us Anything’s being “discussions about meditation and related topics.”



Past chats with Wendy:



Audio: Trust | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #36

Or listen via Insight Timer (app or website)


Unedited transcript via YouTube:

ating presence and today I have uh very intrepid Wendy Nash with me. Wendy,

what’s going on? Well, hello. Greetings from Gubby Gabby country in Queensland in Kula in

Australia. So, uh Queensland is the skin cancer capital of the world and I am not

immune. So, it’s been an interesting journey. Today, I think we’re going to talk about trust. So, I thought that was

very interesting. So, I was at the doctor this morning. We had to shift a couple of hours later because of my doctor’s appointment. And basically I I

thought about trust quite a bit because actually I’ve got this well a I I went

and so I’m sort of trusting the doctor in June. I have to get skin cancer checked every day every every year. Um,

and I went to the the the doctor cuz I trust that he’s going to do a good job

cuz I went to another doctor, skin doctor clinic, and I just felt they were

that he was, it was a free service, but he was terrible. He didn’t seem

interested. So, I thought trust is actually having an interest in the other person’s well-being. Like, it already

starts to build from there. So, I went in June and then he said, “There’s

something here. It’s probably nothing, but if you start to feel a bit uncomfortable, just come back and we’ll

shave it.” So, I I went I went, “Yeah, no, I want it out.” So, he shaved it and

uh it never really healed and I thought it was just a pimple or you know, like

something. And then I was at the GPS a couple of weeks ago and at the doctor and she said, “I think that’s a skin

cancer.” So I was going, “Oh.” So I went up to the hospital cuz I couldn’t get an

appointment in time and I just went they’ve got a really good clinic up the road and um public hospital and

he said and she said, “No, that’s that’s a skin cancer.” So I’m going, “Okay.”

So, I went in and um and they said, “Yep, look, it’s probably nothing. It’s

probably just a biopsy and that’s fine.” And then they got the biopsy back and they went, “No, that’s a skin cancer.”

And so, he had to So, I’ve had a couple of procedures since we last met. And so, he had to take I hope you’re not

squeamish. So he had to take out quite a quite a kind of he was drawing it with

his marker, you know, quite a a size and a bit of a line. And then he

and so he sewed it up and it’s actually just here, but this the stitches go all the way

down to here, which I’m a bit weird about. So last Wednesday, that was Wednesday

last week, he put the stitches in and and everything and I was a bit I’m

pleased to have it up, but and I have to trust that he’s he’s kind of got it all,

you know, and I have to trust that he’s going to give me a look at the end

because this is my face. I’m not a particularly vain person, but nonetheless, I don’t want to look like a pirate for the rest of my life. And so

I’ve got this so it’s this line I’m going is this going to be like a permanent line in the middle of my face

and I I think probably the answer is yes. But on Thursday I was trying to I was

talking with my uh uh my computer guy and I said, “Oh, look, I haven’t seen

you in ages. Are you can you fix up just this thing cuz it’s actually super urgent.” And he said, “Look, I’ve just

been diagnosed with stage 4 esophageal cancer.” So I’m going, okay, I’m going to have to find somebody else about

that. So this idea of trust and so this morning I

went to the the skin doctor and he took out the stitches and it it actually really hurt because of the way

stitches and I won’t go who are squeamish and and it was just it did hurt a little

bit but it’s done. And he said basically if if it had grown any more

he would actually have been a real problem because it would have been too close up to the eye. They wouldn’t have had enough skin for the stitches. So I

have to he said I got everything. So clinically you’re safe. You you got I

got everything but histoologgically it wasn’t kind of that edge. And so that

sense of creep out, you know, this Queensland, I was on the way back and, you know, skin cancers. So I’ve been

hearing skin cancer stories all week cuz I had these stitches on my face and a

bandage. It’s like and I’ve also had, you know, networking events and stuff. And so there is a so much trust. I have

to trust that he’s going to do clean stitches. I have to trust that he is skillful in his knowledge. I have to

trust that he is diligent and competent

and I have to trust that today’s medical capacities

actually are going to be good enough. So normally they say come back in a year and this morning he said see you in six

months. I’m like okay. So there’s it it’s one thing to go, yeah, I

mean, I don’t really want to have a big line in the middle of my face, but I sort of want skin cancer less. You know,

you got to make the decision that is the least bad often. And so I’m going, okay, well, that’s

that. And it’s not stage four esophageal cancer. So trust that’s I said I would

tell you about it when I saw you and you’re like, “Oh yeah, something happened to you.” So that’s what happened to me. Josh is just hearing

this for the first time, boys and girls. That’s right. This is the um this is where the rubber meets the road with

with practice. And for those of you who are not seeing this and just listening to the audio, uh Wendy has a a bandage

near the top of her left eye. Is I can’t tell with the mirroring. Left or right eye? Right eye. Okay.

It’s actually the top of the right eye. So, you know, if you think about when you’re wearing glasses and and you’ve got that the little foot of the glasses

that sits where the the frames are. So, it sort of is there. It’s where the actual skin cancer is. And then the

stitches go down across the cheek. So, if you go directly under the eye, probably about 3 cm, so 10 stitches down

the down the face. So, so apologies for those who are squeamish, but it’s okay, you know.

Yeah. I mean, well, you’re going through it. I mean, yeah, it’s one thing to be squeamish. It’s another thing to

actually have to to to to do this. You’re, you know, so yeah. And so trust.

Yeah. We’re just a minute here to uh Yeah. And I never really uh I guess

framed it in the way you did, which is a great way to do it. Um is that you have

kind of this feeling that someone cares, right? Um is that how you framed it? Do

it more explicitly again. Yeah. Yeah. It is you you you have to be

trust is does have an element that the other person cares about me actually

that I’ve been actually looking a lot who’s just published a book and he said

that mattering so not resilience not self-esteem but mattering is what matter

is what kind of is the core of relationships. So does my well-being matter to my

doctor? That’s the basis of that’s the foundation of trust. So

do you matter and do I matter? Do each other matter? This is the foundation of

trust. I think you know it’s really interesting to to contemplate it this way. I guess I come

at trust a different way. I think of something else a lot. I think of is is

this person trustworthy? are they full of BS? Are they trying to deceive me?

Continue reading “Trust | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #36”

“The Supernatural and the Divine” Chapter 9 From Buddhadhamma: The Laws Of Nature And Their Benefits To Life

This is the ninth chapter “The Supernatural and the Divine” from the book:

Buddhadhamma: The Laws Of Nature And Their Benefits To Life
by Bhikkhu P. A. Payutto (Somdet Phra Buddhaghosacariya)

Published by Buddhadhamma Foundation
Copyright © Buddhadhamma Foundation 2021
Translated by Robin Philip Moore

Editor: Bhikkhu Kovilo, typesetting: Bhikkhu Gambhīro

Download this e-book in PDF, EPUB and MOBI formats at the following address: https://buddhadhamma.github.io

This is a gift not for sale / to be sold. I just read it and claim zero copyright. Please support https://www.buddhadhammafoundation.com


Audio: “The Supernatural and the Divine” Chapter 9 From Buddhadhamma: The Laws Of Nature And Their Benefits To Life

Bridging Ancient & Modern: Bhutan’s Landmark Global Peace Prayer Festival With Asoka


Global prayer for peace echoes across Bhutan: Event festivities highlight compassion, harmony, and cultural heritage, writes Jitsiree Thongnoi in Bhutanhttps://www.bangkokpost.com/world/3134848/global-prayer-for-peace-echoes-across-bhutan


(Ai assist:) In this swapcast episode I speak with Asoka from “Echoes and Story of Dharma” about the inaugural Global Peace Prayer Festival in Bhutan, scheduled from November 4-19, 2025. The discussion provides an accessible overview of Bhutan as a small Himalayan kingdom with a population of about 750,000, renowned as the world’s last Vajrayana Buddhist kingdom, a carbon-negative nation, and the originator of Gross National Happiness (GNH)—a holistic alternative to GDP that emphasizes contentment, environmental protection, and human well-being. Asoka delves into Bhutan’s history, including its self-imposed isolation until the 1970s, the influence of Padmasambhava (the “second Buddha”), and how Vajrayana Buddhism integrates compassion, wisdom, and power into daily life and governance.

The festival, centered around honoring the 70th birthday of Bhutan’s fourth king on November 11, has evolved from a single Kalachakra empowerment into a two-week event featuring large-scale pujas (rituals), mantra chanting for protection and peace, a three-day Kalachakra mandala ceremony (focusing on non-duality and interdependence), global prayers dedicated to the king, and a nuns’ ordination ceremony to advance women’s roles in Vajrayana. The event aims to promote global peace amid ongoing conflicts, drawing on Buddhist concepts like bodhicitta (Buddha nature in all beings) and the power of mantras to counter greed, hatred, delusion, ignorance, and jealousy.

They address misconceptions about Bhutan, such as the Sustainable Development Fee (SDF, now $100/day, covering most travel costs for high-value, low-volume tourism). The conversation emphasizes the festival’s timeliness in a world of war rhetoric, climate change, and AI-driven modernity, advocating for bridging ancient devotional practices with contemporary tools like a mantra-logging app (Guru App) to engage youth and foster a “butterfly effect” of positive energy. Participation options include in-person attendance (with visa and travel details), live streaming via Bhutan Broadcasting Service (BBS) on YouTube, virtual mantra contributions, or organizing local watch parties. The episode concludes with reflections on preserving pure Dharma amid technological shifts, encouraging discernment and inner peace. 

Overall, the podcast blends educational insights on Bhutanese Buddhism with calls to action for global harmony, making it appealing for Buddhists, spiritual seekers, and those interested in sustainable societies. The tone is conversational, respectful, and occasionally light-hearted 

(Note: these timestamps are clickable to jump to that spot in the youtube version🙂

TimestampChapter Title
0:00Introduction and Greetings
0:52Overview of the Global Peace Prayer Festival in Bhutan
2:00Bhutan Basics: Geography, Population, and Vajrayana Kingdom
4:01Bhutan’s Rise: Environment, Happiness, and Gross National Happiness (GNH)
8:07History of Buddhism in Bhutan: Padmasambhava and Vajrayana Origins
11:05Explaining Vajrayana: Third Turning of the Wheel, Bodhicitta, and Symbolism
17:02Dharma Protectors, Wrathful Deities, and Parallels to Other Buddhist Traditions
20:57Vajrayana in Bhutan’s Governance and Enlightened Leadership
25:00Festival Details: Jhabi Puja, Kalachakra, Global Prayers, and Nuns’ Ordination
32:18Host’s Reflections and Comic Relief on Bhutanese Culture
36:40Clearing Misconceptions: SDF Fee, Tourism, and Visiting Bhutan
42:38Why Now? Kalachakra, Kali Yuga, and Global Conflicts
45:07The Fourth King’s Legacy: Stepping Down and Democratic Transition
53:08Ways to Participate: In-Person, Live Stream, App, and Watch Parties
59:02Empowerment Energy: Beyond Physical Attendance
1:01:52Peace in Perspective: Inner Work, Butterfly Effect, and Sacred Bhutan
1:06:35Bridging Traditions: Women’s Roles, Youth, and Modernity
1:13:38Preserving Pure Dharma in the AI Era
1:17:23Connecting with Bhutanese Communities and Final Thoughts
1:22:18Closing Blessings and Farewell

https://globalpeaceprayers.org

https://www.globalpeaceprayers.org/faq.html

https://globalpeaceprayers.org/old/registration.php

Enlightened Leadership — book by the current sitting Prime Minister of Bhutan: https://www.penguin.sg/book/enlightened-leadership/ 

FB page: https://www.facebook.com/people/Global-Peace-Prayer-Festival/61579817360896 

IG: https://www.instagram.com/gppbhutan 



Bhutan Broadcasting Service (BBS) Official live streams: 


iOS app: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/global-peace-prayer-festival/id6754213180


Travel Agent: 


Mantra app: https://www.guruapp.bt (will launch on November 4th the initial day of event) 


Asoka’s Echoes & Stories of Dharma podcast: 

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/echoes-stories-of-dharma/id1709712445 

https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/78a58d8c-70d1-411c-8c86-b9c49d76e696/echoes-stories-of-dharma 

https://www.instagram.com/echoes_and_stories_of_dharma 

https://www.youtube.com/@Dhammaonthesidewalk108


Audio: Bridging Ancient & Modern: Bhutan’s Landmark Global Peace Prayer Festival With Asoka

Unedited transcript via YouTube:

Hey, welcome. This is Josh of Innerskilled and Integrating Presence and today I have none other than Ahsoka

here to do a swap cast. Ahsoka from Echoes and Story of Dharma. Ahsoka,

how’s it going today? It’s going really good today and I

realize we are in a completely different time zone. So, good evening to you or is good morning to me.

That’s right. It’s like a 12 sound.

Yeah. You’re welcome. Well, thanks for having me, too. If you decide to, uh, crossost this. I remember back in the

days of the internet, you’re never supposed to crossost anything, but now it’s it’s totally cool to do that, I

think. So, um, so why we’re here today, I’m gonna throw it back to you. Uh,

Overview of the Global Peace Prayer Festival in Bhutan

we’ve got a big event coming up, and Ahsoka, what do we got going on? what’s going

on. So I think you’re talking you’re

mentioning the global peace prayer festival in uh it’s going to be held in Bhutan from the 4th to the 19th of

November and um it’s a large event and it’s a first time event. So this doesn’t

want to mean that Bhutan doesn’t organize large scale events. It does and

religious events as well. I mean such as um empowerments and ceremonies but

usually they are not as public and organized in a way that to attract uh

global audience and uh this one is very um special in that. So it’s a landmark

first time ever event. Would you like me to elaborate a bit on it? Well, you’re going to have to I

guess the background maybe some some background for these uh

Bhutan Basics: Geography, Population, and Vajrayana Kingdom

the people that are Buddhists and maybe just Terravada or people that aren’t even Buddhists, you know. What is what

is Bhutan? What even is Bhutan? Give the basic just a nutshell version for people

that don’t know anything. you know what is Vajriana and what is Bhutan or do we

even need to know anything about that for this event and and the event itself

global peace prayer festival I mean it’s kind of self-explanatory but we’ll get

into the details of what this is and why it’s so important and I’ll um echo the

importance of this I feel from what I’ve little I’ve read about it and what you’ve told me about it

Okay. So, let’s just start by saying Bhutan is uh a Himalayan kingdom. It’s a

very small geographically it’s a very small country uh of only 750,000

population wide. So, it’s quite small with uh only maybe up to 15 20% of the

population living in um Timu. Timu not being the capital.

Uh yes, I mean sorry Timu is the capital but it’s not where the airport is based.

So people get sometimes a little misguided. So Paro is because of the

mountainous uh so we are talking about 2,500 meter elevation as a minimum in terms of the

airport elevation. So that’s far and then timu is about an hour an hour from

there inside in western Bhutan. So it’s also called uh the last vajayana or the

only vajayana kingdom in the world. Why is it called like that? First of all,

Bhutan’s Rise: Environment, Happiness, and Gross National Happiness (GNH)

it’s um I think we need to go back a bit to uh

how come Bhutan is so much on the center stage at the moment in a number of on a

number of topic. It’s not just Vajayana, it’s environment because they are carbon

negative country. um because it’s a kingdom, it’s also a

very traditional society where you would see uh people wearing uh the traditional

their traditional clothing, men and women. So there are a number of aspect

that make Bhutan a very very peculiar very special country. It’s also known to

be the country the the country of happiness. So the happy country what

Continue reading “Bridging Ancient & Modern: Bhutan’s Landmark Global Peace Prayer Festival With Asoka”

Is There An Objective Purpose In Life? | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #35



In this thirty-fifth installment of the ongoing live series with Wendy Nash inquiring into meditation practice on and off the cushion we delve into this question from user “xXHishamXx” we received at the end of last month’s session: “Is There An Objective Purpose In Life?” including relevance to meditation practice.

My short answer is answering it with what the Buddha taught: dukkha and the end of dukkha or suffering and the end of suffering.

We also mention neighborhood apps and community engagement; give existential reflections that include Buddhist principles and personal anecdotes; the role of ego; the importance of community and belonging vs individualism; cultural sensitivity in service (especially regarding indigenous communities); how meditation fosters clarity, kindness, and skillful intentions; we caution against unskillful motivations like revenge or the “drama triangle” while emphasizing relationality, humility, and learning as pathways to meaning. We end inviting consideration that life’s purpose can be reflected upon in this very existence and in our relational interactions.

I forgot to mention a few things like the potential dangers of gamifying life. If we look at everything in life through the googles of game theory as merely games to be won we open can after can of nasty worms, vomit, excrement, etc. How much of a winner or loser will one be on one’s death bed? How much will past wins and losses matter then? Discarding winning and losing, and being calm, and being wise is the alternative:

Victory breeds hatred,

The defeated live in pain.

The wise one, discarding both victory and defeat,

Lives in happiness.

~ Dhammapada verse 201

There’s also the dangers of falling into the extremes of eternalism and/or nihilism when considering the purpose of life. There’s potentially a lot to mention so I’ll just boil part of it down to when there’s an overemphasis on wisdom and/or moving away from the heart and pushing and pushing this to the extreme one could then get into nihilistic tendencies which are not beneficial for oneself and others — even in the long term. You’ll have to investigate, reflect and contemplate this for yourself as I’m not going to unpack it now.

Conversely, those giving too much emphasis on certain aspects — especially certain heart qualities — without wisdom seem to be more prone to falling into eternalism which can be a trap on the other end of the spectrum from nihilism. It goes like this: What if you want to get off the wheel of foreverness of the eternal? Well too bad because you can’t because you go on forever and there’s no option or choice to do otherwise.

So what would then be the point, especially of being urgent about anything? What would any one action really matter given its place in the vast amount of time of foreverness with no way off or no way out? Do you see how these extremes can even feed on each other? These are just a few reasons I can see why the Buddha advised against them.

Another high water mark is existence and non-existence are not even really relevant when it comes to the point of “spirituality”. Of this quadlemma the Buddha (here Tathagata) expounds:

Vacchagotta, the position that ‘the Tathagata exists after death,’ does not apply; ‘the Tathagata does not exist after death,’ does not apply; ‘the Tathagata both exists and does not exist after death,’ does not apply; ‘the Tathagata neither exists nor does not exist after death,’ does not apply. This is because the Tathagata, having abandoned all physical and mental aggregates, is deep, immeasurable, hard to fathom, like the great ocean.(Majjhima Nikaya 72)

To wrap up there’s the drama triangle podcast episode I mentioned and a somewhat related 50 some part series Awaking from the Meaning Crisis:


*There’s naturally an ongoing open call for meditation (related) questions for the (roughly) monthly “Meditation Q & A” either by the various social media means listed; integratingpresence[at]protonmail.com or just showing to type/ask live.*



Background

Regular, current and past visitors to Integrating Presence may recall the monthly series “Ask Us Anything” I did with Denny K Miu from August 2020 until January 2022 — partially including and continuing on with Lydia Grace as co-host for awhile until March 2022.

For a few months thereafter I did various Insight Timer live events exploring potential new directions and/or a continuation of the Ask Us Anything format while weaving in other related teachings to these events.

Then, after chats with meditation coach Wendy Nash, it became clear to start a new collaboration similar to “Ask Us Anything” simply and clearly called “Meditation Q & A” especially due to the original intent of the Ask Us Anything’s being “discussions about meditation and related topics.”



Audio: Is There An Objective Purpose In Life? | “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #35

Or listen via Insight Timer (app or website)


Past chats with Wendy: