Silent Meditation Retreat At Gaia House In UK

Wholeness! At the time of this blog post auto-publishing I plan to be (traveling to or already) at a silent meditation retreat in the UK until October 15th, 2023. This means I’ll likely be incommunicado until sometime afterward. May this retreat be of benefit for those reading this and of benefit for all beings everywhere. May all beings everywhere realize awakening and be free!

November 18, 2023 UPDATE: For the time being please contact me with any questions or just to see how the retreat went called “Liberating Ways of Looking” with Kirsten Kratz and Yahel Avigur at Gaia House from which I took the pics below:

Buddhist Cosmology Structure And Access With Ajahn Punnadhammo

On August 23, 2023, I spoke mainly with Ajahn Punnadhammo about Buddhist cosmology and related topics. Part of the Ajahn’s comments towards the end dropped from the high quality recording, but have been patched in from a backup recording. There’s also short portions of distortion due to wind to bear with.

My pre-recording notes many of which were addressed are as follows:

Introduction

Ajhan’s knack for taking extensive, complex, profound teachings and putting them into clear, powerful, understandable and relatable ways without dumbing down

THE BUDDHIST COSMOS: A Comprehensive Survey of the Early Buddhist Worldview; according to Theravāda and Sarvsātivāda sources By Punnadhammo Mahāthero [book]

Disclaimer: I haven’t read the book but watched 10 part series and other talks

Discuss Buddhist cosmology, ideally including helpful ways not mentioned publicly before and maybe comparing and contrasting to other cosmologies especially the more esoteric and occult understandings (if appropriate and allowed)

Credit to Venerables Cittadhammo and Karunnyo (previously Anagārika Martin)

My questions grouped into two categories of 1) Structure and Background and 2) Access

Ground rules of what can and can’t be discussed with laity

Structure And Background

One can see and interpret the Buddhist cosmos on many levels but for those who dismiss as imagination then can they explain fully how imagination works and if not a request to be openminded until they know everything about imagination

Definitions for: world, world system, realm, cycle

What influences are there from Zoroastrian, Judaism and others especially the more esoteric and occult understandings (if appropriate and allowed) which are older than Buddhism?

Other than the formless realms are there measurements for the size of realms?

How do and don’t the realms overlap and/or what separates them?

The boarder or area or transition between the form and formless and the Buddha going through jhanas 1-9 then down to 1 (and out) then back up to 4 then paranibbana

Four phases of universe and how cycles end and start — what determines end by air, water or fire?

Which realms include spontaneous rebirths, also egg-born, moisture born and womb?

How does Namarupa apply to the formless realms?

How can we know about structural changes in realms like what is more likely to be similar during the time of the Buddha compared to now?

Access

Anagarika Shri Munindra reportedly gave instruction to Dipa Ma on how to access various realms. Could these instruction be given more publicly today and how might they differ between for lay and monastic?

Is a reason most can’t access some of these realms due to one lacking a body with senses in a particular realm as well as contact with sense objects there and so a human only has their mind and perception(s) to work with?

Can the being now forecasted to be the next Buddha and maybe even the being to be the Buddha after the next be visited/investigated wherever they are now?

Could such skills in perceiving realms be used to investigate timelines, controversies, gaps, inaccuracies, fallacies, and questions people have from suttas?

Consequences and advice for accessing these realms, if possible, via jhana and/or other means like drugs, dreams, trance, ritual, tech, contemplation, hallucination, imagination etc?

Questions from Buddhist Cosmology Series (we mainly did not address)

via https://integratingpresence.com/2022/10/20/dharma-questions-miscellany-part-7/

  • Could Asuras under the ocean, yet not water beings, be due to being below the water table, or could they be in the astral realm (as astral is often related to “water” and/or SEE/SEAing?
  • Could the Northern Continent be Venus?
  • Could polarity — or again, maybe referencing the astral aka distortion planes — help explain the stark contrast of the two versions of the Northern Continent: one being a paradise, the other about yakshas taking humans from the southern continent with wrong view and making them slaves?

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Rote “Spiritual” AI

Around about the time of redirecting the recently acquired innerskilled.com to this website the idea of AI generated website services came to mind. It only took a quick sentence for these AI services to conjure a speciality site. I tasked these AIs to extract existing IntegratingPresence.com content to fit the name innerskilled. Here’s the purpose I plugged in:

Drawing on the inner work content of integratingpresence.com in order to go deeper inward for clearing, transformation, transmutation, elevation and towards realizing awakening

These screenshots show the “better” of these AI website creation services and my initial impression was one of a deceptive push towards commodification:

This also brought up plenty of questions but few definitive, conclusive answers:

  • The obvious: how well can we discern AI generated content and when is it OK to use? (Insighttimer.com and app don’t allow it for the most part)
  • How well does AI “know” spiritual teaching systems?
  • How does this translate over into teachers who can repeat plenty from books and from others while not knowing much first hand from life? How can we (better) discern this?
    • How much am I doing the same thing (on Integrating Presence) and how much are those I know doing this?
    • When is (more or less) parroting from a book or from others helpful and when is it not? How ought this be done?
  • How much of these concepts are timeless, universal, and can’t really be contributed to any one individual, group or linage and how much can be more definitively attributed to (someone or some peoples) more specifically? How is this done with certainty? How do we know nothing is being overlooked in such a discernment process?
  • If needed and helpful, how can more originality come about, or be generated without more egos getting pumped up?

Buzz words

  • What makes a buzzword a buzzword?
  • How do buzzwords come about?
  • How do individual words, word pairings and/or groups of words play into this?
  • What determines their periods of popularity?
  • How do and don’t buzzwords command attention and translate to action? Why?
  • When is it, and isn’t it OK to use buzzwords?
  • What spiritual words have been most consistent throughout written history / records?

How does all this apply, or not to AI’s role in marketing what humans create?

Why Meditate? | September 28, 2023 “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #13


In this thirteenth installment of the ongoing live series with Wendy Nash inquiring into meditation practice on and off the cushion we explore why one would even bother meditating in the first place. And what’s so important about meditation anyway?


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*There’s naturally an ongoing open call for meditation (related) questions for the (roughly) monthly “Meditation Q & A” either by the various social media means listed; integratingpresence[at]protonmail.com or just showing to type/ask live.*



Background

Regular, current and past visitors to Integrating Presence may recall the monthly series “Ask Us Anything” I did with Denny K Miu from August 2020 until January 2022 — partially including and continuing on with Lydia Grace as co-host for awhile until March 2022.

For a few months thereafter I did various Insight Timer live events exploring potential new directions and/or a continuation of the Ask Us Anything format while weaving in other related teachings to these events.

Then, after chats with meditation coach Wendy Nash, it became clear to start a new collaboration similar to “Ask Us Anything” simply and clearly called “Meditation Q & A” especially due to the original intent of the Ask Us Anything’s being “discussions about meditation and related topics.”



Past chats with Wendy:



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A New Reality For Science: On UAPs And Otherworldly Ideas With Randi Green

Randi I talk about new frames of reference in regards to the UAPs (Unidentified Aerial Phenomenon); the investigation of these from the scientific communities; and Randi’s realtime information on what we see on screen including a different angle to the UAPs and why they are here.

Randi’s services and courses: https://toveje.dk and https://randigreen.one

Some notes on topics:

  • importance of contexts and frames of references
  • is it manipulation?
  • what’s the purpose?
  • reptilians?
  • interception and overlay technology
  • milab agendas
  • visions as potential programs
  • collective interpretation angle
  • follow the technology
  • future humans traveling back in time
  • tic tac crafts as monitoring and repair “work” drones — as well as 4D labs — to undo the effects of the timeline event
  • “aliens”, Neanderthals, androids and avian, reptoid, insectoid and mammal features as regressions
  • technology involved in the astral, ionosphere, body, frequency fence, and various control systems
  • android “jolt” crafts operating in 4D and here
  • (re-engineered) maintainer grays
  • holographic-energetic systems behind civilizations
  • alterable temporal & spacial energies behind our reality
  • betrayal, hijacking and harvesting
  • uncloaking of environmental drones due to breakdown
  • “arrow” Pleiadian crafts
  • scrutinizing spirituality and science programs (could also be manipulation)
  • interactive nature of reality
  • remembering who and what we are, our capabilities and capacities
  • reptoid / dinosaur connection
  • 4D connection of insects’ physical forms here
  • the removal of our original fourth dimension
  • a type of satellite crafts of a bigger ship
  • light spheres as plasma based ionospheric crafts
  • how spheres and cubes play in
  • parallel system scouting probes
  • safety mechanisms of leveling out pressure points to alleviate the entropy of frequency effects
  • archangels as cubes
  • rebuilding our energy systems
  • timelines and constructed dangers
  • operating in other realities
  • questions for developmental processes:
    • how do we turn everything upside down?
    • if we were so advanced how did we get so downsized?
    • why can’t we recall what we were and why aren’t we actively looking?
    • what are we hiding from and not wanting to look at?
    • why are we here and what did we do?
  • we are the “gods”
  • no need for gods
  • new concepts and paradigms (which are projections of our minds)
  • constant development (of consciousness to administer and upgrade reality fields as teams)
  • learning and developing of discernment of energy and consciousness

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Why is our experience inextricably linked to our body and its place in the world?

A while back I put this title question to Ajahn Sucitto via the comment form included in Ajahn’s mighty mite bite of the Dhamma Tracks newsletter [sign up at bottom of the page]. Such a delight today to learn of this answer:

Well, we’re alive. What does that mean? Animate, sensitive, growing, moving, participating in a context whereby we breathe what’s around us, consume it and are made conscious by it. Consciousness is an intelligence that serves the animate being (me) by reporting on what’s happening around and within it. So our experience has external and internal aspects, it’s viññāṇa, a dualistic awareness that presents experience as a ‘world’ (get to that later) and a ‘self’ experiencing it (better get to that later too). It separates into subject and object. Its program (saṅkhāra) is to maintain the life and coherence of a separate living being. That is – ‘see this so that you know what to do about it’. In the Buddha’s analysis, consciousness is dependent on ‘form’ (rūpa) – that is, something detected by a sense base. Because of the eye, we experience a visible world – if there’s nothing to see, visual consciousness is inert. But what that visible form looks like depends on the kind of consciousness we have – we don’t see what a butterfly sees. Furthermore, mental consciousness adds naming (nāma) –  various programs that determine what we attend to and how we respond to form. What is New York like to a Congolese pigmy? And if I walk through a tropical forest with a native person, I just see trees, but she/he ‘sees’ something far more intricate and vivid. So nāma adds a further degree of subjectivity to ‘my world’ – in fact ‘naming’ shapes the ‘me’ bit of any experience. 

Moreover, consciousness itself depends on a sensory form (aka body) as a platform. It seems separate, but actually it’s inextricably linked to name and form, self and world.

All this weave is further complicated by the fact that consciousness operates through not one but six senses – seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, touching, and conceiving. That sequence presents an increasing sense of involvement and intimacy, but they all refer to the living body. Seeing places the world at a distance in front of our body, with hearing it’s around us, then we experience being entered (by smell and taste) and wrapped (by skin) and eventually tossed around in and creating a world that extends through time (by mind).  These various sensory messages don’t add up to anything cohesive (and we need a coherent reality in order to function) but mind weaves a few aspects of sense-data and subjective impressions into a workable model – complete with preferences, assumptions, and blind-spots, and we are shaped by all this. Thus we ‘become’ (bhava) an individual self, constantly busy weaving and being bound to ‘my world’. But the self that is created has tunnel vision, it forms in the ‘ego-tunnel’ of ‘my world’ with its self-view.

This tunnel is largely mind-made. Mind-consciousness (mano-viññāṇa) both overrides the bodily sense with its receptivity and responsive energies, and holds the body to be a vehicle, a kind of donkey, or a robot with awkward pains and flushes. Thus mind extricates the ‘me bit’ into an autonomous self that pretends it’s separate from the body and indeed the rest of creation, while dominating and consuming it. Thinking depends on embodied energy, and just as we consume and devastate the planet because we assume we’re not part of it (and yet are affected by that devastation), so we ignorantly consume and devastate our bodily energies.  Hence the domination and exploitation paradigm has dire consequences: externally there is climate-crisis, pollution, and bio-extinction – and internally there’s stress, anxiety, depression and mental illness. It’s an inextricable cosmos.  We have to be touched by it and handle all of it (internal, external) with respect.

But … there is a way out of the world –in this very body. (see A.4:45). So be careful of exclusion. The way to where ‘my world’ ceases is through gaining perspective on and dispassion around nāma.  You do this by sensing how nāma affects your body, through focusing and stimulating (or suppressing) the somatic energies that act as a basis for consciousness. Huh? For example, what does craving feel like in your body? And how about ill-will? Or gratitude, or joy? Two of these impulses twist you up, two give you openness and ease. Bad and good kamma. Like that, you’re going to feel craving and aversion for the poisons that they are, and work on reducing them. And you’re going to incline towards the good stuff. Your inner body can relax compulsive impulses and widen attention into a more receptive mode; it can step out of the ego-tunnel to the end of ‘my world’. That internal process has external consequences.  

However, let’s avoid getting upset or excited about our internal stuff; it’s just conditioned by consciousness, don’t claim it. Let good and bad move through – and you can do that by tracking these energies in your body. So there’s no need to create an identity. Just be in a shared world with conscience and concern, and tune in to the gift and grace of that.

Rites Of Passage With Paula Conroy

So Paula Conroy and I recorded this on Aug 29, 2023. I was in a nature park and from a full charge from the start my cell phone connection somehow drained completely out by the end. Luckily the service we used continued recording Susan and I on both ends separately. I finished uploading my portion from my laptop later after I got back online. The magical internet. If it seems disjoined or incongruent that’s because I removed a couple of parts at the end where I unknowingly talk over her after the connection drops.

Topics include:

  • Rites of Passage
  • Paula’s transition from Corporate Banking into Mature Feminine Leadership development
  • initiation
  • trusting intuition when going through unknowns
  • phases of decay and renewal
  • indigenous wisdom
  • power of telling and listening to each other’s stories around a fire
  • transitioning from one stage of life to the next in a healthy way
  • Frequency Circles
  • levels of consciousness expressed at various types of events
  • parental involvement in Rites of Passage
  • interconnectedness
  • family dynamics
  • integration
  • trauma
  • triggers
  • bypassing
  • self-responsibility
  • gender programs, confusion and inquiry
  • inclusivity
  • diversity
  • unity
  • remembering who we are
  • catalysts for awakening and change
  • what the world needs right now
  • healing
  • community

https://www.thefrequency.global

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thefrequency.global

LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/paula-conroy-0823454

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100018794802677


Biography

Paula is a transformational leader who supports women to transition from one stage of life to the next in a really healthy way. She uses the ancient wisdom inherent in traditional Rites of Passage processes to bring awareness to the elements that are required to ensure that these inevitable transitions in life are done well.

Paula’s main focus is to support women to become aware of their fragmented parts, recognize how to self-source to heal these aspects of self, and bring them into wholeness, therefore discovering the possibility of moving powerfully into their next stage of maturity and into their full potency of Womanhood.

Paula spent 15 years in Senior Leadership positions within Global Banking, managing large, complex, multi-jurisdictional teams. She recognizes the criticality of Conscious Leadership of Self as an essential capacity to cultivate, prior to taking on the responsibility to lead others. Feminine leadership capacities have been buried under the current culture and way’s of training, and Paula is stewarding women through transformational journey’s to discover this for themselves.



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Wholistic Healing And Health With Magic Barclay

Magic Barclay is not an ultrastar hybrid NBA player combining the rebounding acumen of Charles Barkley and the MVP assists of Magic Johnson. She is however a very keen and intrepid wholistic practitioner of the health and healing arts and sciences. On August 19, 2023 we got pretty deep into exploring:

  • relief and/vs root of ill health
  • the PNEI of trauma
  • kids health and independence
  • pesticides and gluten
  • why there may be so many autoimmune diseases now
  • various levels of the immune system
  • living in fear and toxicity
  • child rearing and parental wisdom
  • home gardening
  • mold toxicity, causes and best practices
  • briefing on lymphatic system health
  • the importance of what we do now going forward outweighing the past

Biography

Magic has been a single mother of two for the past 10 years. In that time, stress and the roller coaster of life has seen her face her mortality a number of times. A cancer, Lyme disease, stroke, Diabetes, Heart attack and hypoxia survivor Magic has seen how treating root cause of any illness gives you the tools to acquire a level of health you only dreamed possible. Magic is a Mould Toxicity Master Practitioner, an expert in the PNEI (Psycho Neuro Endo Immunology) of Trauma, an Advanced Immune Practitioner and an Advanced Practitioner in Innate Immunity and Functional Health Solutions. Magic is also a practitioner of Lymphatic Mojo and CMLD (Complex Manual Lymphatic Drainage)


Root Cause Analysis

Health Assessment Form

This intake form allows me to help find root cause of a client’s illness. Once the form is sent through to my team, I evaluate it, rabbit hole anything I need to and then jump on a complimentary call with the client. They leave this 45 minute session with more health answers than they even have had before and an outline of a suggested treatment plan. I often hear during this call “why doesn’t my doctor know this” or “why didn’t my doctor ever tell me that”.

Magic Barclay

https://www.wholisticnaturalhealth.com.au/health-assessment-form/


Magic’s Website: https://www.wholisticnaturalhealth.com.au

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/wholisticnaturalhealthaustralia

LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/magicbarclay

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A Magical Life Podcast: https://www.wholisticnaturalhealth.com.au/podcast


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Upcoming Insight Timer Live Events

Times are for Central European Summer Time zone — for those that may not see this in other places:

Wed Sep 6 – 05:00 pm

Open Wisdom Wednesdays

Irregular Wisdom Office Hours. I ask unplanned general & specific questions for your wisdom & you ask me. In the meantime we share openly — likely from whatever is currently happening — to get at our wisdom

https://insighttimer.com/live/e6146b7b-a30b-4e46-96a2-881d2a80e712


Thu Sep 14 – 03:00 pm

Silent Standing Meditation

Silent meaning me not talking. Come stand together in meditation, virtually, for 15 minutes. I suggest choosing a comfortable, stable standing stance and meditating on one object. Suggestions: contact at the feet; body posture; or the breathing body.

https://insighttimer.com/live/d0efafd9-bca4-4b1e-ac7b-372d1563298d


Wed Nov 22 – 06:00 pm

Open Wisdom Wednesdays

Irregular Wisdom Office Hours. I ask unplanned general & specific questions for your wisdom & you ask me. In the meantime we share openly — likely from whatever is currently happening — to get at our wisdom

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Conveying Contemplativeness And Practical Mysticism With Keith Kristich

On August 23, 2023, Keith Kristich and I talked about slowing down, practical mysticism, practices, opening to what is, truth, the divine, emptiness, nothingness, somethingness, form and formlessness, space between thought and sound, buzzing in ears from too much caffeine before meditation, silence, listening to inner sound of silence, sky as metaphor for our true nature, awareness practices, Rupert Spira, essentialness, ego, conceit, integration, contemplative prayer, letting go, objectless awareness, monasticism, words/language, famous Christian mystics like Father Thomas Keating, Thomas Murton, Anthony de Mello, Meister Eckhart, Jakob Böhme


The September 23, 2023 Summit mentioned: https://contemplativeprayersummit.com

Find Keith at: https://closerthanbreath.com


It was not mentioned but I was reminded of the following prayer I including parts I wonder about as well as all the beautiful bits:

May all beings everywhere
Plagued by sufferings of body and mind
Obtain an ocean of happiness and joy
By virtue of my merits.

May no living creature suffer,
Commit evil, or ever fall ill.
May no one be afraid or belittled,
With a mind weighed down by depression.

May the blind see forms
And the deaf hear sounds,
May those whose bodies are worn with toil
Be restored on finding repose.

May the naked find clothing,
The hungry find food;
May the thirsty find water
And delicious drinks.

May the poor find wealth,
Those weak with sorrow find joy;
May the forlorn find hope,
Constant happiness, and prosperity.

May there be timely rains
And bountiful harvests;
May all medicines be effective
And wholesome prayers bear fruit.

May all who are sick and ill
Quickly be freed from their ailments.
Whatever diseases there are in the world,
May they never occur again.

May the frightened cease to be afraid
And those bound be freed;
May the powerless find power,
And may people think of benefiting each other.

For as long as space remains,
For as long as sentient beings remain,
Until then may I too remain
To dispel the miseries of the world.

By Shantideva

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