38th Parallel Structures

After someone in my local crystal and mineral community mentioned what’s called the 38th parallel structures, in late March 2019, I visited Crooked Creek Conservation area, the only one of the sites I know of immediately accessible to the public without requiring permission.

Found it odd that a seemingly steady line of dump trucks were coming in and out of a nearby area. There’s a picture of work but not the dump trucks though.

The following information came while visiting — restated here as questions. This could be considered wild imaginings, tinged with paranoia, and a vain grasping for meaning and answers, but the idea is for some of it to spark legitimate examinations and explorations:

  • On some level could this land have multi-/higher-dimensional spiral topography?
  • Could this site have been where an ancient, or primordial booby-trapped — or disrupting — time-cloaking magical event occurred?
  • What would a powerful ancient alchemical (or (earth) magic) event (gone wrong) look like?
  • Could the land consciousness and unseen beings of the area be crying out in pain for help?
  • What kind of metamorphoses took/take place here?
  • Are there now sealed doorway(s) in areas of the stone?
  • Could there be certain types of implants here to transmute diverse energies? Or could the entire site be transmuting diverse energies?
  • Were/are there any influencing groups preforming ritual at the site? If so, who all and why?
  • How did such jerky, skittish, slightly chaotic darting energy come to be here?
  • Why were numerous small to medium size trees chainsawed (for no apparent reason)?
  • Were Earth’s portals/star gates/wormholes/gates/rifts always where they are now?

An Integrating Presence Meditation at Fat Cat Longevity March 10, 2021

Join meditation 7:00-7:45pm Wednesday, March 10th at http://FatCatLongevity.com downstairs next to Peace Love Coffee at Mary’s House of Healing, St Charles, MO. We plan to start with brief instructions along with a discussion before and after.

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Mary’s House of Healing
524 South Main Street
Downstairs at Fat Cat Longevity next to Peace Love Coffee…
St. Charles, MO 63301

March 10, 2021 — 7:00pm – 7:45pm

Doors open: 6:50pm — Doors close: 7:05pm

Cost: Fat Cat Longevity price packagesmonthly membership or generosity inspired donation

Dharma Questions: Miscellany — Part 1

This irregular “Dharma Questions” series deals with “Dharma” meaning both the truth of the nature of reality and some Buddhist teachings. Please see this post on the intensions for questioning and not questioning. Amongst other things these questions can be:

  • thought experiments
  • borderline musings not meant to be answered
  • from lack of effort of not contemplating or researching them yet

  1. How is the rate of annica (aka inconstancy/impermanence) determined? How does annica work?
  2. Is metta still dukkha?
  3. Are parasites (sentient) beings?
  4. Would constantly contemplating (the existence of) sentient beings aid in amplifying sentient beings’ continual wandering in Samsara, or the opposite where not considering sentient beings enough aids in giving rise to continued existence of sentient beings (in order to be valued, honored, and respected)? Or both of these scenarios, or neither, or something else, or what significant effects do paying attention to, or not paying attention to sentient beings have?
  5. Would samsara exist without beings?
  6. What if one was offered — or could access a route to — expedited Buddhahood with incalculable benefits to/for all beings everywhere, but doing so would activate and increase atrocities of Mara’s armies (and the like) upon humanity, at least in the short term? (What would you choose?)
  7. Why is it called the form realm? Don’t beings in the sense desire realm experience forms regularly?
  8. Why aren’t the three characteristics of existence more easily, continuously, and readily apparent?
  9. Do non-dual teachings bypass (the teaching/learning mechanism) of polarity? Isn’t polarity to be mastered? (If not,) how and why did polarity come about?
  10. Seems like there’s so much weight put on the last mind moment but I feel what’s often left out is so much has led up to condition and cause that last mind moment. If this is not pointed out then there seems like there could be a hell of lot of pressure on the last mind moment. What perceptions are skillful and wise about the last mind moment?
  11. Does chanting “Amitābha” when a thought arises to counteract and quiet the mind discourage investigation, contemplation and independent thinking?
  12. If each Buddha has an associated pure land why is there so much emphasis on Amitābha Buddha?
  13. What karmic effect/consequences, if any, are there for an intentionally willful action to balance and/or eliminate/cease karma?
  14. Does it make sense to apply the five daily reflections to each of the five aggregates?
  15. What is the reasoning for (the difference between) six and 10 paramitas in Theravada and Mahayana respectively?
  16. Can too much emphasis on emptiness lead away from more life preserving and/or life promoting choices?
  17. Can merit be hijacked (and held ransom/hostage)?
  18. How is (equal) merit transfer distributed (without hijacking)?
  19. How do (Christian and other traditions’) angelic hierarchies compare with the Buddhist cosmology of heavenly realms? [check Ajahn Puddhadammo’s book on Buddhist cosmology: THE BUDDHIST COSMOS: A Comprehensive Survey of the Early Buddhist Worldview; according to Theravāda and Sarvsātivāda sources]
  20. Do these lines in the Metta Sutta mean action should be taken? ‘Let none deceive another or despise any being in any state. Let none through anger or ill-will wish harm upon another.’ If so, to what extent ought one act to prevent and address harm, deception and despising?
  21. Can one of the 4 elements be isolated and exist without another? If not, why not? If so, how? And would it (then) be considered a non-compounded, permanent thing? Rephrased: Are each of the individual four elements (non)compounded, (im)permanent things?
  22. What is the root (causes and) condition of (each of the four) element(s)?

August 13, 2023 Update: What easier way to get “answers” these days than to ask ChatGPT. Still very glad to be human. So here’s some of those mostly subpar answers:

2) In Buddhism, metta refers to loving-kindness or benevolence towards all beings. Dukkha, on the other hand, is the concept of suffering or unsatisfactoriness that is inherent in life.

Metta itself is not considered dukkha. In fact, metta is seen as a way to alleviate dukkha and cultivate a sense of well-being and happiness. By cultivating loving-kindness towards oneself and others, one can reduce suffering and promote harmony.

However, it’s important to note that even with metta practice, one may still experience dukkha due to the impermanent nature of existence and the various causes and conditions that give rise to suffering. Metta can help individuals develop resilience and compassion in the face of dukkha, but it does not eliminate it entirely.

Ultimately, the goal in Buddhism is to transcend dukkha through enlightenment or awakening. While metta can be a helpful practice on this path, it is not the ultimate solution to completely eradicate dukkha.

5) No, samsara would not exist without beings. Samsara is a concept in Buddhism and Hinduism that refers to the cycle of birth, death, and rebirth. It is believed that beings are trapped in this cycle due to their desires and attachments. Without beings to experience this cycle, samsara would not have any meaning or existence.

7) The term “form realm” in Buddhism refers to a specific realm of existence within the Buddhist cosmology. It is one of the higher realms, above the sense desire realm and below the formless realm.

In the form realm, beings experience existence primarily through subtle forms or bodies, rather than through gross physical senses as in the sense desire realm. These subtle forms are said to be more refined and less subject to suffering compared to the physical bodies experienced in the sense desire realm.

While it is true that beings in the sense desire realm also experience forms regularly, their experience is primarily based on sensory perceptions and desires associated with physical senses. In contrast, beings in the form realm have transcended these sensory desires and rely on more refined forms of perception.

The term “form realm” is used to distinguish this specific level of existence from others within Buddhist cosmology, highlighting its unique characteristics and qualities.

8) The three characteristics of existence in Buddhism refer to impermanence (anicca), suffering (dukkha), and non-self (anatta). These characteristics are not easily, continuously, and readily apparent for several reasons:

  1. Ignorance: One of the main reasons is ignorance or lack of awareness. Most people are not fully aware of the true nature of reality and are caught up in their own perceptions and beliefs. They cling to the idea of permanence, seek pleasure, and identify with a fixed sense of self. This ignorance prevents them from seeing the impermanent, unsatisfactory, and non-self nature of existence.
  2. Attachment and aversion: Human beings tend to attach themselves to pleasant experiences and try to avoid unpleasant ones. This attachment and aversion create a biased perception of reality, where they only focus on what they desire or fear. This selective attention hinders them from seeing the broader picture of impermanence, suffering, and non-self.
  3. Delusion: Delusion refers to the distorted perception or misunderstanding of reality. People often have misconceptions about the true nature of existence due to cultural conditioning, personal biases, or limited knowledge. These delusions cloud their understanding and prevent them from recognizing the three characteristics.
  4. Subtlety: The three characteristics are not immediately obvious because they operate at a subtle level that requires deep insight and contemplation to understand fully. Impermanence can be observed in some obvious changes like aging or seasons but is harder to perceive in more subtle phenomena like thoughts or emotions. Similarly, suffering may not be apparent when one is experiencing temporary pleasure or distraction. Non-self is even more challenging as it challenges deeply ingrained beliefs about an inherent identity.
  5. Lack of mindfulness: Mindfulness plays a crucial role in recognizing the three characteristics as it involves being fully present in each moment without judgment or attachment. However, most people live their lives on autopilot, lost in thoughts, worries, or distractions. This lack of mindfulness prevents them from observing the ever-changing nature of reality and understanding the three characteristics.

Overall, the lack of awareness, attachment, aversion, delusion, subtlety of these characteristics, and the absence of mindfulness contribute to their difficulty in being easily, continuously, and readily apparent to most individuals.

9) Non-dual teachings do not necessarily bypass the teaching/learning mechanism of polarity, but they offer a different perspective on it. Polarity refers to the concept of opposites or dualities, such as good and bad, light and dark, pleasure and pain. In non-dual teachings, the emphasis is on recognizing the underlying unity that transcends these apparent opposites.

While polarity can be seen as something to be mastered in certain spiritual traditions or personal development paths, non-dual teachings suggest that true liberation lies in transcending the identification with polarity altogether. They invite individuals to move beyond the limited perspective of right and wrong, good and bad, and instead recognize the inherent wholeness and interconnectedness of all things.

The question of how and why polarity came about is a complex one with various philosophical interpretations. Some spiritual traditions suggest that polarity arises from a fundamental illusion or ignorance about our true nature. This illusion creates a sense of separation and gives rise to dualistic thinking. From this perspective, polarity is seen as a product of our conditioned minds.

Others may view polarity as an inherent aspect of existence itself. They see it as a necessary part of the play or dance of life, where contrasting experiences provide opportunities for growth, learning, and self-realization. In this view, polarity is not something to be overcome or mastered but rather embraced as an integral part of the human experience.

Ultimately, whether one seeks to master polarity or transcend it depends on their individual spiritual path and understanding. Non-dual teachings offer an alternative perspective that invites individuals to go beyond polarized thinking and discover a deeper truth that unifies all apparent opposites.

12) There are several reasons why there is a significant emphasis on Amitābha Buddha and his associated pure land, known as Sukhavati or the Pure Land of Ultimate Bliss, in certain Buddhist traditions:

  1. Accessibility and inclusivity: Amitābha Buddha’s pure land is believed to be easily accessible to all beings, regardless of their spiritual level or past actions. It is considered a place of refuge for those seeking liberation from suffering. This inclusivity makes it particularly appealing to many practitioners.
  2. Pure Land teachings: The Pure Land teachings emphasize the practice of mindfulness and recitation of Amitābha Buddha’s name (known as nianfo or nembutsu) as a means to attain rebirth in Sukhavati. This practice is seen as a simple and effective method for ordinary individuals to cultivate faith, devotion, and concentration.
  3. Compassion and salvation: Amitābha Buddha is revered for his boundless compassion and vow to save all sentient beings from suffering. His pure land is seen as a manifestation of this compassionate vow, providing an ideal environment for spiritual growth and enlightenment.
  4. Cultural influence: The emphasis on Amitābha Buddha and the Pure Land teachings has been particularly strong in East Asian Buddhist cultures such as China, Japan, and Korea. This cultural influence has contributed to the popularity and widespread practice of Pure Land Buddhism in these regions.
  5. Hope for afterlife: The concept of rebirth in Sukhavati offers hope for a favorable afterlife where one can continue their spiritual journey towards enlightenment under the guidance of Amitābha Buddha.

It’s important to note that while there may be an emphasis on Amitābha Buddha in certain traditions, other Buddhas and their associated pure lands are also revered by different Buddhist schools or individuals based on their personal inclinations or practices. Ultimately, the choice of which Buddha or pure land to focus on depends on the individual’s spiritual affinity and personal beliefs.

13) In many spiritual belief systems, the concept of karma refers to the law of cause and effect, where one’s actions in the past, present, or future have consequences that affect their future experiences. The idea of intentionally balancing or eliminating karma is often seen as an attempt to mitigate negative consequences or create positive outcomes. However, it is important to note that the understanding and interpretation of karma can vary across different philosophies and religions.

According to some beliefs, intentionally taking actions to balance or eliminate negative karma can have positive effects on one’s life. These actions may include acts of kindness, self-reflection, seeking forgiveness from others, making amends for past wrongdoings, practicing meditation or mindfulness, and cultivating virtues such as compassion and generosity.

By consciously choosing positive actions and intentions, individuals may be able to create a more harmonious and balanced karmic cycle. This can lead to experiencing more favorable circumstances in the future and potentially reducing the impact of negative karmic consequences.

However, it is important to approach the concept of karma with a balanced perspective. Some belief systems also emphasize that karma cannot be completely eliminated or ceased through intentional actions alone. They argue that every action has consequences that ripple through time and space, creating a complex web of interconnectedness. Therefore, while intentional actions can influence one’s karmic trajectory positively, they may not completely erase all past negative karmic effects.

Ultimately, the understanding of karma and its consequences varies among different spiritual traditions. It is advisable to explore these concepts within the context of your own beliefs or consult with spiritual teachers or practitioners who specialize in your specific tradition for a more comprehensive understanding.

19) Christian and other religious traditions’ angelic hierarchies differ significantly from the Buddhist cosmology of heavenly realms. Here are some key differences:

  1. Existence of God: Christian and other traditions believe in the existence of a supreme being, such as God, who governs the angelic hierarchy. In contrast, Buddhism does not recognize a creator god or a supreme being.
  2. Purpose and Nature: Angels in Christian traditions are seen as divine messengers and servants of God, created to carry out specific tasks and protect humans. They are considered to be spiritual beings with distinct personalities and individual identities. In Buddhism, heavenly beings (devas) are not necessarily messengers or servants but rather inhabitants of higher realms who enjoy greater happiness due to their past good deeds.
  3. Hierarchy: Christian angelic hierarchies often depict multiple levels or orders of angels, each with different roles and responsibilities. These hierarchies are based on scriptural interpretations and theological teachings. In Buddhism, the heavenly realms consist of various levels known as “Deva Realms,” which include different types of devas based on their level of spiritual attainment.
  4. Rebirth: According to Christian beliefs, angels do not experience rebirth or reincarnation but exist eternally in their respective hierarchical positions. In Buddhism, devas are subject to the cycle of rebirth like all other sentient beings, including humans.
  5. Ultimate Goal: In Christianity and other traditions, the ultimate goal is often salvation or union with God through faith and righteous living. The angelic hierarchy plays a role in this process by guiding humans towards this goal. In Buddhism, the ultimate goal is liberation from the cycle of birth and death (samsara) through enlightenment (nirvana), which transcends all heavenly realms.

It’s important to note that these comparisons provide a general overview and may vary within different denominations or schools within each tradition. Additionally, interpretations and beliefs can differ among individuals within the same tradition.

21) According to classical philosophy and ancient beliefs, the four elements (earth, water, air, and fire) are considered to be interdependent and cannot exist in isolation from one another. This concept is based on the idea that these elements are fundamental building blocks of the physical world.

The interdependence of the elements can be understood through their interactions. For example, fire requires air to burn, while air needs space (often associated with the element of ether) to exist. Water is necessary for earth to be fertile and support life. These relationships suggest that each element relies on others for its existence or expression.

Therefore, it is generally believed that isolating one element completely from the others would disrupt this balance and result in an incomplete or unsustainable state. In this sense, the individual elements are considered compounded rather than non-compounded.

Additionally, in terms of permanence, classical philosophy views all physical phenomena as impermanent and subject to change. The four elements are seen as part of this impermanent nature of reality.

It’s important to note that these concepts are rooted in ancient philosophical frameworks and may not align with modern scientific understanding.

22) The root condition of each of the four elements can be explained as follows:

  1. Earth: The root cause or condition of the earth element is stability and solidity. It represents the physical aspect of things, including the ground, mountains, and all solid matter. The earth element is associated with qualities like groundedness, reliability, and endurance.
  2. Water: The root cause or condition of the water element is fluidity and adaptability. Water represents the flow and change in life. It symbolizes emotions, intuition, and purification. The water element is associated with qualities like flexibility, empathy, and healing.
  3. Fire: The root cause or condition of the fire element is heat and transformation. Fire represents energy, passion, and creativity. It symbolizes both destruction and creation. The fire element is associated with qualities like enthusiasm, courage, and inspiration.
  4. Air: The root cause or condition of the air element is movement and expansion. Air represents freedom, communication, and intellectuality. It symbolizes thoughts, ideas, and mental processes. The air element is associated with qualities like curiosity, adaptability, and clarity.

These elements are not only physical substances but also metaphors for understanding different aspects of life’s experiences and characteristics within various belief systems such as Hinduism or Buddhism.

Mass Disclosure Preparation

[4/9/2022 UPDATE: Pentagon releases 1,500 pages of secret documents about shadowy UFO programme after four year battle https://www.the-sun.com/news/5053632/us-government-releases-1500-pages-secret-documents-ufo-programme and https://www.livescience.com/ufo-report-human-biological-injuries and some claiming all these documents available at: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lL1b6yHJ_A7bnNEANhKq2w9Y0uuieWh4]

The recent series of talks “How Much Can People Cope With” by Randi Green prompts this post exploring the kind of planning requirements coming along with a significant mass scale societal disclosure from the reams and reams of (now mostly) classified information — topics with potential to destroy the worlds the vast majority of people now “live in”.

Slow Drip of Disclosure by Richard Dolan [unavailable when last checked on 7/1/21] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8xkpDj9PSg

It is hard to know exactly the current extent of the amount of classified information — because it’s classified. There’s an entire “Intelligenceindustry surrounding it with many clearances, compartmentalizations, hierarchies, subterfuge, hijinks, hijacking, counterintelligence, sequestration and myriad other protection methods and strategies. Not to mention Special Access Programs and especially the more off-book Unacknowledged Special Access Programs operating with minimal to (below) zero accountability and oversight.

Such extreme classification seems a significant factor in why more and more people speculate on metaphysical, geopolitical, parapolitical and exopolitical phenomena. While some of this speculation is more skillful than others, it is not unsurprising since there are so many questions and holes, and things not adding up with what we now know and are told. And because of such accelerating speculation, credible information that seems like speculation, can now be more easily written off as speculation.

First off, unfortunately, it’s not just as simple as getting information. Information comes in various types including:

  • credible
  • false
  • distorted
  • misleading
  • colored
  • a mix of these

While obviously some information requires heightened secrecy and security — such as major weapon systems and other potential means of harm and death — it is highly likely other classified information of a more benign nature has already circulated amongst the public for quite some time, yet remains officially classified. Sensitivity of information ranges from between high red alert to pedestrian, as well as stuff that likely doesn’t even apply to such a scale.

So how do we go from where we are now to where we need to be with disclosure, and how can that even be determined?

Many in the alternative media continue calling for an official-like “disclosure” (event). [Note: the links in this blog post do not necessarily imply any connective significance.] But I’ve yet to see nor hear a detailed action plan of how this can ideally be gone about. I neither advocate nor oppose such a thing. However, here are a few questions to toss on the fire, and/or move around with a poker:

  • Due to the vast difference of abilities, interests, levels of consciousness, patterning, ways of coping and responding, etc., where would the starting point even be for determining what to share — and not share — with the public?
  • How then would information prioritization and rollout occur?
  • How many rabbit holes would this open up? How many would it close? How many would dig new rabbit holes? How many would know how far to follow — and not follow — a rabbit hole? How much would be beneficial, and how much would be distraction and detrimental?
  • If certain information has been known for a long time, and the intel community has continually lied about it, how would they then manage their credibility?
  • What are, or would be, the agendas and counter-agendas involved, and how would we know?
  • How would any false or misrepresentations of history and true(r) depictions of history — in addition to prediction models of the future — come into play?
  • How might the determination of the effectiveness for passive disclosure and active disclosure methods be carried out?
  • If it hasn’t already been in the making, what kind of viability is there for the extent of activity needed within the intel communities for enacting large scale disclosure?
  • What about the small amounts of credible and non-credible disclosure we’ve potentially already received for awhile now and maybe (will) continue to get?
  • Are some meant to come across certain high-level information due to (pre)determinism, or karma, or affinity, or progression level, or synchronicity, or state of being? If so, how does this factor in? Do folks know exactly what they need to know, exactly when they need to know it? How would you know one way or another?
  • It seems if somebody is not meant to encounter certain information then all manner of coping and protective mechanisms automatically kick in. What are all these; how do they work; what makes some of these more likely to be effective for certain people; and how can their helpfulness or harmfulness be assessed?

If for some reason (important) disclosed information is rejected, it is still a seed planted in consciousness. We can also likely learn what kind of stuff is skillful and wise to be disclosed, and what isn’t, by noticing reception, response and behavior.

Is disclosure relevant to your meditation practice? If so, how? If not, why not?

CIA UFO document declassified in 2013 via https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/document/cia-rdp79b00752a000300130001-1


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Also see: https://toveje.dk/hal-new-reality/hal-processes-of-disclosure and https://sites.google.com/view/hal-future-humanities-project/new-narratives/full-disclosure-article

Corona-19, Hypertension And Qi | (2/23/2021 — “Ask Us Anything – LIVE” With Denny K Miu)

Just the slides ma’am

For this month’s regular open-audience, open-discussion “Ask Us Anything” — continuing discussions about meditation and related topics — Denny and I address present day popular topics of interest related to, and expanding upon, last month’s AUA on Qigong and Daoyin.

First and foremost, as our presentation states, this is not medical advice. We share information and knowledge from our own study, practice and experiences. Please consult a health care professional while considering any new treatments and/or changing your current professional medical care.

Denny starts by sharing statistics on CV and some of the correlations with high blood pressure. We then move into approaching hypertension from various angles, including the power of the mind, but most notably, the importance and interrelationship of high blood pressure with Qi from a place of common sense as well as some of the intricacies. We wrap up by quickly listing my follow up questions to our previous presentation on Qi (since we ran out of time.)

Here are our original notes not in linear order to how our talk unfolded:

Continue reading “Corona-19, Hypertension And Qi | (2/23/2021 — “Ask Us Anything – LIVE” With Denny K Miu)”

Orgonite-like Resonance Art To Support Mastery Of The Four Elements

I commissioned David Hults of Alternative Life Guide to create four custom orgonite-like “Resonance Art” pieces with the intention “to support ideal mastery of earth, water, wind and fire, for the wellbeing and awakening of all, as allowed by the highest spiritual law.”

Please call out this project if there are any traces of unwholesomeness, unskillfulness and/or anything at all unwise.

Each piece corresponds to one of the great four elements. And each contains four minerals associated with that element, plus copper, and each with one quartz crystal I found in Arkansas for activation, amplification and stabilization.

Fun creational fact: the fire one actually broke the mold!

By the way, creating and/or listing meditations and resources for the four great elements are on the Integrating Presence to-do list.

David charges $25 plus supplies and time/labor for custom pieces. If you’d like to actualize a four elements set like this, and/or something of your own design, reach out via David’s site Alternative Life Guide.

And if so inclined, check out our previous two posts and videos:

https://integratingpresence.com/2020/12/08/life-force-art-technology-and-digging-crystals-in-conversation-with-david-hults-part-1/
https://integratingpresence.com/2020/12/12/energy-consciousness-psychology-and-inner-work-in-conversation-with-david-hults-part-2/

Pics of orgonite from the internet just because


Confluence Zen Center: Introduction to ZEN MEDITATION

Recently wrapped up a multi-week study with Confluence Zen Center on Instructions for the Cook (Tenzo kyôkun) by Dôgen Zenji. A classic line from the text:

Wash [the dishes] so that they are completely pure and clean, placing up high those that belong in high places and putting down low those that belong in low places. “High places are high and level; low places are low and level.”

And another striking selection:

When Xuefeng resided at Dongshan [monastery], he served as cook. One day when he was sifting rice [master] Dongshan asked him, “Are you sifting the sand and removing the rice, or sifting the rice and removing the sand?” Xuefeng said, “Sand and rice are simultaneously removed.” Dongshan asked, “What will the great assembly eat?” Xuefeng overturned the bowl. Dongshan said, “In the future you will go and be scrutinized by someone else.”

As previously mentioned, before we studied Instructions for the Cook we studied ‘A Blueprint of Enlightenment: A Contemporary Commentary on Dōgen Zenji’s “Gokudō Yōjinshū” (Guidelines for Studying the Way)’ by Gien Inoue. Both groups facilitated and led by Soto Zen priest Rev. Daigaku Rumme´.

And again now, the forthcoming 2021 class series an Introduction to ZEN MEDITATION the evenings of 2/25, 3/4, 3/11, 3/18 and 3/25 at Confluence Zen Center in Maplewood, Missouri.

Classes include zazen meditation beginning with 10 minutes and working up to 30 minutes, as well as learning walking meditation. To register call 314-669-4465 or email confluencezen@gmail.com with name and contact information.

Gender (Confusion?)

Why and how has the topic of gender become so prevalent, pervasive and taken such precedence — appearing on forms, social media bios, etc., often with no opt-out, or room for comment — seemingly overnight, perhaps in a manner similar to The Corona?

What are the origins, and who are the major supporters of this phenomena? What are the ramifications of all those whom frame gender the way it is now being framed, and ramifications for those who base requirements around this, and for those who promote, use and consent to such frameworks, as well as ramifications for those who denigrate, decry, fight and opt-out?

Is the amplified (purported) importance of gender helpful, not helpful, good, bad, ugly, or otherwise?

And as for appearing on IntegratingPresence.com, what is the relevance of gender (confusion and politics) to meditation? I’m not really sure. The historical Buddha, when asked “who are you” often replied with the “Tathāgata” instead of using the pronouns meI or myself. “Tathāgata” means something like, “I am thus” or “I’m like this” or “this is how I am” or “one who has thus gone” or “one who has thus come”, or sometimes “one who has thus not gone.” Perhaps uttered to indicate the having gone beyond the human condition, and beyond the otherwise endless cycle of rebirth and death, beyond dukkha (aka stress and unsatisfactoriness). Because with ultimate reality, gender does not apply:

Amongst the ultimately non-existent, amongst women, men, it [ignorance] hurries on; amongst the existent, however, amongst the aggregates, etc., it does not hurry on….

What does this mean? It means that ignorance (delusion) sees only conventional truth(sammuti∙sacca): women and men, mothers and fathers, wives and husbands, daughters and sons, dogs, cats, pigs, and chickens, etc. These things do not exist according to reality(yathā∙bhūta).

The things that do exist according to reality, however, are the aggregates(khandha), the elements(dhātu), the bases(āyatana), mentality-materiality(nāma∙rūpa), dependent origination(paṭicca∙samuppāda), the workings of kamma, the three characteristics, etc.: in brief, the Four Noble Truths. These things, which are ultimate truth(paramattha∙sacca), ignorance does not see. And as we also explained in connection with the ‘Gaddula∙Baddha’ sutta, that is why beings run on from life to life. This ignorance is the delusion associated with unwholesome consciousnesses.

Greed, hatred, and delusion make a consciousness unwholesome, which means the volition is unwholesome: unwholesome kamma. The Buddha calls it also evil (pāpa), and demerit(apuñña). And the accomplishment of unwholesome kamma, He calls also bad conduct(du∙ccarita), and demeritorious formation(apuññ∙ābhisaṅ- khāra). If that kamma produces its result, it will be an unwished for, undesired and disagreeable result, and will lead to continued production of kamma.

— from p.47 of The Workings of Karma by meditation master the Most Venerable Pa-Auk Tawya Sayadaw

It seems though, the majority of beings still find themselves within relative, or conventional reality.

I don’t really have any answers, or opinions, nor currently any impetus for involvement with another topic seemingly readymade for divisiveness, or even desire to study this much.

However, the information below I class as significantly relevant and missing from the everyday thinking and increasingly status quo narrative on gender, and have already shared it privately with several folks. Firstly, some of the most pertinent information via the Ascension Glossary article Gender Confusion Pain followed by a full newsletter dedicated to the Law of Gender.


Gender Confusion Pain:

Psychological and emotional pain in regard to gender confusion, sensations of gender-mix up, feeling ostracized and bullied for feeling different in this way is a source of real psychological-spiritual trauma that may start in early childhood. Unfortunately our society is not equipped to support children and adults that may suffer greatly with inner gender reversals and related gender confusion as a result of spiritual or sexual trauma. The point of this information is to be aware that there is a specific Mind Control agenda to spread transhumanism through surgically and medically induced transgenderism in order to reverse the inner gender principle, which destroys the human lightbody. We have to know we have a Lightbody and how it works in male and female principle, before we can accurately assess ourselves and our environment about who we really are as a human being. How can a human being that has been subjected to psychological warfare and Social Engineering targeting his or her gender and sexual beliefs throughout their lifetime, make a sound and healthy decision that impacts the state of their gender biology and sexual preferences? They simply cannot and are radically impaired.

Thus, as human beings we must make some effort to educate ourselves about the pitfalls of the current events happening in the Ascension Cycle, like transhumanism’s alliance with transgenderism and be willing to address the layers of spiritual trauma that damages gender. Sadly, religions tend to demonize others suffering with gender trauma and it’s important to recognize the true humanity, the heart and soul that is traumatized by such spiritually abusive behaviors. Compassion and Empathy for the suffering of human beings that undergo gender trauma is very much needed, as well as being better informed about such matters. As awake and informed parents, before allowing children to make decisions like taking hormone therapy, plastic surgery or sex change surgery, openly discussing gender issues and where permanent effects on the biology can potentially produce even more spiritual harm to the consciousness body is suggested.

Gender Biology

During the ascension cycle there is a lot of confusion about gender as people do not take into consideration that humans inherently have both male and female characteristics and operate in Gender Principle. The human body is designed as a gender biology that works in alignment to the Law of Gender and Law of Polarity. There is a necessity of being willing to do the inner emotional work to support our male and female to be expressed in the most energetically balanced way possible. If a male feels his feminine attributes and feminine right brain characteristics being activated in the Ascension Cycle, this does not mean he is transgender or he is a biological woman. If a school girl feels more masculine and wants to wear what society labels as male clothes, this does not necessarily mean she is transgender. Adults and children are incredibly confused about the forces they are being exposed to now. The problems with society placing demands on people to act in accordance to rigidly expected gender roles, shuts down their ability to explore gender issues openly without backlash. This sets up the problem of persecution and integration into a society that is not tolerant of flexible gender roles, which only increases desperation and suffering for all involved. People that feel desperate and are suffering with gender issues rarely make good decisions.

To better understand why Transgender people and gender reversals are radically increasing in the Death Culture requires reexamining the fundamentals of who we are as human beings and what makes us men or women. Also we must acknowledge that gender principles and the gender concept is currently being greatly expanded upon in human beings during the ascension cycle. As a part of spiritual evolution we have to inquire deeply inside and take a hard look at ourselves, to give some thought to how the death culture has defined gender and places expectations on males and females in different ways. Before we can truly understand how someone can have a different gender than their assigned gender biology, we have to understand the Law of Gender and how gender actually translates into our body and Consciousness. We must explore how the concept of gender was built into the NAA mind control programs, how it was used as a weapon against us and how the gender split has affected us all. This goes way beyond just accepting others and allowing them to be themselves, and takes us into the deeper examination of who we really are and what we are becoming.[1]

Gender Wounds

Some of the most traumatizing events are those painful memories from distortions existing between men and women being forced to abuse each other, over and over. These Gender Principle distortions have been used to propagate some of the deepest levels of spiritual abuse, Sexual Misery and personal torture that could occur to a race of beings. Many people feel this pain as Soul crushing and there are reasons for that which is warranted from the cellular memories of hidden human history. True spiritual marriage as a part of natural biological spiritual Ascension was stolen from humanity through the NAA alien invasion, and the pain of that theft and emotional abuse has damaged many people’s hearts. The heart damage, both physical and energetic, has blocked the soul’s center of communication with the entire body. For this reason there is a unconscious terror in accessing the heart center because the soul wound is so painful for so many on the earth.


Related Integrating Presence post: World Wide Wise Speech Part 2: Gender | August 31, 2023 “Meditation Q & A With Wendy Nash” #12


Law of Gender

Dear Ascending Family,

With the shifts into the next Harmonic Universe there are some changes happening in the light body, which are affecting merkaba mechanics and how the gender fins of the light body operate.  With these changes come new opportunities to uncover and heal any gender distortions we may be carrying.  These changes also deepen our understanding of how Gender Principles are part of the Natural Laws, and how unifying gender principles manifests as the diamond sun Krystallah orb body. With the Paliadorian Activations there are new mathematical proportions of the diamond sun 12 Tree Grid pattern being embodied, including the reclamation of Adamic lines. In contrast there is an aggressive form of gender confusion being amplified, which is linked with the Transhumanist agenda. We observe what is happening in the promotion of gender reassignment surgeries and discuss some of the impacts Transgenderism may have on the soul and lightbody. 

All things exist within the Gender Principle of Creation, everything has its masculine and feminine principle, which produce metaphysical forces. These forces arrange within the spiritual blueprints that translate into the gender principle that manifests itself upon all dimensional planes.  There is not one aspect of life, consciousness and creation where the masculine and feminine principles remain non-existent or absent, it is an absolute truth that the Law of Gender is manifested within everything. It is impossible for creation to take place without this Universal Law in action at some level, even when the gender principles have been replicated, reversed, or manipulated through artificial technology. Whether organic or inorganic the Law of Gender will always apply to what has been manifested. Gender principle is intrinsic to every form in existence including the human body, which is designed in a gender principle biology.  It is important to be aware that the Law of Gender is intentionally violated, damaged and distorted by the NAA upon the earth, as they learned that through splitting the gender principle into grotesque mutations, it further served their enslavement agenda.

Continue reading “Gender (Confusion?)”

(Mostly Regular/Daily) Virtual Meditation Groups

As previously stated, fortunately or unfortunately, or both, or neither, Zoom services, studies groups, retreats and shorter practice periods are part of meditation practice for folks at this time.

There are benefits to both solo meditation and practicing with a group. In a way, we all basically both arrive on earth alone and leave alone, being separated from all we hold dear. Solo practice can allow not only coming to terms with this but also cultivating a contentedness informing skillful thought, speech and action while we’re here. Group practice allows for teachers, community, friends, honorings, external validation (if still helpful), and support for meditation practice and all associated with it and beyond.

A sort of twist to this, as a teacher once told me, just as you can tap into the benefits of being and practicing outdoors simply by tuning in to what that’s like while indoors, one can practice solo meditation as if they were in a group setting and vice versa.

Please share anything that needs updating and additional related resources (in the comments) as this post is not regularly maintained


Large Google Spreadsheet of Freely Offered Online Insight Meditation Groups including times, teachers, websites, and zoom/online links:

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1prfYuXq3_4Tuu57cO2gS70z-2wnq79uTDV6h4daKgr4/htmlview


  • sanditthika.org meditation community, at the time of writing this offers various online sitting groups. Sign up for their newsletter and/or contact them for more info and details

From the Cambridge Insight Meditation Center (website as of Aug 17, 2025):

Dharma in Daily LifeWeekdays, 8:45 – 9:00 AM (Zoom link)

• Evening sitMonday, Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday, 6:00 – 6:45 PM

• Teatime DharmaMondays, 4:00 – 5:30 PM

• Sitting & SanghaMondays, 6:00 – 7:15 PM

• Beginners Drop-InTuesdays, 6:00 – 7:00 PM

• Beginners Drop-In TeaMonthly on Tuesday, 7:00 – 7:45 PM

• Wednesday Evening Dharma6:30 – 8:45 PM

 Thursday Morning Retreat9:00 AM – 1:00 PM

• Sunday Afternoon Extended Practice2:00 – 5:15 PM

Affinity groups:

• Elderstwo Tuesdays a month, 10:30 AM – 12:00 PM

• Parentsone Thursday a month, 8:00 – 9:15 PM

• POCone Friday a month, 6:30 – 8:15 PM

• LGBTQIA+one Friday a month, 7:00 – 8:30 PM

• Chronic Illness & Disabilityone Sunday a month, 5:30 – 7:00 PM

• 35 & Undertwo Sundays a month, 6:30 – 7:45 PM


https://www.clearmountainmonastery.org/events/


https://gaiahouse.co.uk/online-offerings/online-dharma-hall:

‘The sessions are held by Gaia House teachers, Community Dharma Leaders (CDL) and trainee teachers. Each meeting includes some meditation, Dharma teachings and time for questions.

The sessions are offered three times weekly via the easy-to-use Zoom platform. The sessions last between 1 hour 15 mins and 1 hour 30 mins.’


Via Dharma Gates:

This page is a constantly growing compendium of resources to support one’s practice primarily for those based in the United States. It is not comprehensive. Online Practice Communities:

Theravada / Vipassana:

Zen:

Meditation Resources for BIPOC:

Practice Grants:


Awaken the World Drop-in Meditations:

SILENT MEDITATIONS EVERY DAY 8AM AND 8PM EST

No guidance is offered during our daily hour long silent meditations, just a start and end bell. The meetings offer a space for sitting in silence, listening to a recorded Awaken the World meditation, or any recording that best serves your practice.  We do ask that you remain as still as possible and keep your audio muted.  https://zoom.us/j/6131117777

GUIDED 30 MIN MEDITATIONS EVERY MONDAY 8PM EST

GUIDED 60 MIN MEDITATIONS SAT. FEB 13TH AND 27TH 8AM EST 2021


Four Noble Truths [Feb 8, 2023 Update: currently inactive]:

Please send us an email or a text for Zoom meeting ID.

Online Group Sit – once a month from 7:00am ~ 1:00pm (PST) | English @ Zoom

Online Dhamma Study: Buddhism – every Sunday at 9:00am | English @ Zoom

Online Dhamma Study: Paṭṭhāna – every other week on Sunday at 4:30pm | 華文 Only @ Zoom

Online Dhamma Study: Abhidhamma – every Thursday at 6:00pm | 華文 Only @ Zoom

RSVP/Inquiry @ Buddhas4NobleTruths@gmail.com | phone @ +1.626.524.4864 | Facebook: Cattari Ariya Saccani (Four Noble Truths)


Tuesdays Two Hour Whatsapp Sitting Group (I admin currently (as of Feb 8, 2023) primarily consisting of text reminders; contact me for invite)


Practice Groups in the Central US


Confluence Zen Center:

MORNING ZAZEN
Mondays/ Tuesdays/ Thursdays
6:20 a.m.- 7:00 a.m. (40 minute sitting meditation)
Followed by a short sutra service
Please arrive at least 5 minutes prior to sitting

EVENING ZAZEN
Mondays
7:00 pm- 7:40 pm
Followed by a short sutra service

Rotating Sunday Practice Schedule


Insight Timer app and https://insighttimer.com/live especially at 10am and 8pm Central on Saturdays for Denny K Miu’s Mindful Exercises


Lists of Active Meditations from WeLoveMassMeditation.com


Barre Center for Buddhist Studies Daily Sit:

With Bill & Susan Morgan

Monday-Friday: 10:30-11:15 AM EDT (Facilitated Sitting)

Saturday & Sunday: 10:30-11:00 AM EDT (Silent Meditation)

Click Here to Join the Sit

Enter the passcode: 108108


Hokyoji.org Morning Practice on Zoom:

Zoom Link:

https://us02web.zoom.us/j/82548975341?pwd=eVVJR08vK0tldERvNUQ2cGs1dnV6Zz09

Schedule

6:30 zazen

7:05 kinhin

7:15 zazen

7:40 service

7:45 brief check-in

Join at any time (all times CST)


Daily, on demand, and meditation retreats from Spirit Rock and Insight Meditation Society (IMS)


Sharing additional resources in the comments is welcome and encouraged

An Integrating Presence Meditation: Foundations of Mindfulness — February 10, 2021 At Fat Cat Longevity


Meditation Audio: Foundations of Mindfulness — recorded live at Fat Cat Longevity 2/10/21

This recorded live guided meditation goes through the first three foundations of mindfulness — body; hedonic or feeling tone of pleasant, unpleasant, or neither of these; and mind. (Apologies for the heating system and water feature sounds.)


Join meditation 7:00-7:45pm Wednesday, February 10th at http://FatCatLongevity.com downstairs next to Peace Love Coffee at Mary’s House of Healing, St Charles, MO. We plan to start with brief instructions along with a discussion before and after.

https://facebook.com/freyflow/

Mary’s House of Healing
524 South Main Street
Downstairs at Fat Cat Longevity next to Peace Love Coffee…
St. Charles, MO 63301

February 10, 2021 — 7:00pm – 7:45pm

Doors open: 6:50pm — Doors close: 7:05pm

Cost: Fat Cat Longevity price packages, monthly membership or generosity inspired donation