In Conversation with Sarah Edwards — show notes
Part two of my conversation with medium and spiritual counselor Sarah Edwards recorded July 23rd 2020 at Mary’s House of Healing in St Charles, Missouri for IntegratingPresence.com.
Sarah is an intuitive guide, medium, Usui Tibetan Reiki Master Teacher, and Clairaudient delivering profoundly wise, insightful and skillful messages. Find her on Facebook at Sacred Speak with Sarah.
As is often expected when starting media production — even after heavy editing there’s still plenty of “umm”s, “absolutely”s, “mmmmm”s, stuttering, me interrupting and talking over Sarah, environmental distractions, etc, etc.
Nonetheless I feel the depth and breadth of what we get into outweigh the verbal annoyances.
While we tackle COVID Corona in the first recording this one addresses much more far ranging material.
Topics include:
- Stonehenge and handling one of its stones, likely one of its “bluestones” perhaps either a dolomite or rhyolite https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Wormwood/Stonehenge and Stonehenge: February 2020 Time Cross – Farsight https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a42fYQr3AAk
- Crystals: Moldavite, Shungite, Phenakite/phenacite, Fluorite, Lapis
- Anomalous pet behavior
- New Madrid fault line (mission) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_Madrid_Seismic_Zone
- (Ancestral) Intent
- Past life trauma
- Trauma stored in the body
- Born, learned and past-life fear
- Bluffs and Mississippian Mound Builders
- Roles of blood/DNA and energy in discerning (memories of) past lives
- Soul family, tribe, starseed, galactic heritage
Galactic History series: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMNO_ps0CHd6zOrlLasK0sV3RmIbH0Tff - Addictions as avoidance and as a stand-in for needs
- Balancing the (internal) divine feminine and masculine
- Manifesting, pre-cognitive dreams, real-time synchronicity, sensing shifts
- Discerning between intuitive guidance, thought processes, and empathing mental activity
- Thinking primarily either in words or images
- Current meditation practice (details)
- The Emplacement 2020-2021:
https://books.google.com/books?id=VA3aDwAAQBAJ&pg=PA59&source=gbs_selected_pages&cad=2#v=onepage&q&f=false (pages 59-63 from “The HAL Philosophy: – The Next Steps of the Progression Work” By Randi Green and PDF article https://docs.google.com/viewerng/viewer?url=http://toveje.dk/onewebmedia/The%2520Emplacement.pdf&_r=5
- CV, Mandela Effect, Timeline and Karma shenanigans
- Challenges with clairaudient readings for visual clients and translating the multi-layered nature of symbolic messages
- Time: its unknown speed and nature; anomalous time phenomenon; purposes and purposelessness of time
- Energy memory and fluidity in relation to (bodily) volition and agency; soul knowing
- Kowtowing to the status quo; embracing mystery
To make a correction, I relayed information about humans being put in 5 reality zones during 2020-2021 when it is actually after 2020-2021. And in 2135 Density 1 is set to start its extinguishment but not complete until around 2235.
Some of the stuff we mention is our own and plenty of other stuff comes from sources we don’t site so please only take what’s useful for your journey and investigation, question all you hear and see here and then do your own research with this information.
Ultimately — like with just about anything else — the views, information and opinions mentioned are not to be taken as ultimate truth to be clung to.
Our (recorded) conversation starts during some conjecture about Stonehenge
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Intro
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welcome to integrating presence with me josh dippold this is the second part of a conversation with medium and spiritual
counselor sarah edwards recorded july 23 2020 at mary’s house of healing in saint
charles missouri while we tackled corona covid in the first recording this one addresses much more far-ranging
material sarah is an intuitive guide medium uh tibetan reiki master teacher and claire
audient delivering profoundly wise insightful and skillful messages find her on facebook at sacred speak
with sarah as is often expected when starting media production even after heavy editing there’s still
plenty of um’s absolutely stuttering me
interrupting and talking over sarah environmental distractions etc etc nonetheless i feel the depth of
what we get into outweigh the verbal annoyances topics include stonehenge crystals anomalous pet
behavior new madrid fault line ancestral intent past life trauma trauma stored in the body past life fear
river bluffs and mississippian mound builders the role of blood or dna and energy and
discerning memories of past lives soul family tribes star seeds galactic heritage
addictions as avoidance and stand in for needs balancing the internal divine feminine
masculine manifesting pre-cognitive dreams real-time synchronicity sensing shifts discerning between
intuitive guidance empathy mental activity and thought processes thinking primarily in words or images
our current meditation practice details the emplacement of 20 20 21 cv
mandela effect timeline and karma shenanigans challenges with clear audient readings
for visual clients and translating the multi-layered nature of symbolic messages
time its unknown speed in nature anomalous time phenomenon purposes and purposelessness of time
energy memory and fluidity in relation to bodily volition and agency and soul knowing cow towing to the
status quo and finally embracing mystery to make a correction i relayed information about humans being put in
five reality zones during 2020 and 2021 when it’s actually after 2020 2021 and in 2135
density 1 is set to start its extinguishment but not complete until around 22
35. some of the stuff we mentioned is our own and plenty of other stuff comes from sources we don’t cite so
please only take what’s useful for your journey and investigation question all you hear and see here and
then do your own research with this information our conversation starts with some conjecture about stonehenge
i feel like it’s more of a like it’s an energetic vortex
Stonehenge
like i don’t know almost like a funnel for for mother earth to send all the energy up and
because i mean who would have built that yeah i mean that there’s all kinds of
different theories i mean i don’t have i’m not personally invested in any of them oh i mean i definitely think it’s obviously some
kind of intent that most people aren’t aware you know most normal people aren’t aware of and that theory about you know
offsetting something and you know um trying to do something energetically
of mother earth’s chakras um it’s megalith um it’s a megalithic site but
there’s a lot of stuff um different gates and um what do they call them different portals
but also ley lines and energy lines that intersect in the united kingdom so it’s
a big a big place with all that and then all the different megalithic sites that are in the uk they’re trying to
you know um yeah all kinds of stuff and that’s a big like esoteric um hot spot well then you’ve got city of
london proper which is now have you been there ever no so i can’t really comment because i haven’t been there personally i’d have to do that but you know what
ryan the the crystal fest guy he has a piece he runs minerals i think he stocks
crystals here but he had an actual piece i don’t know if it was actually from the stones that were at uh
stonehenge or the are just the same type of i forget the name of this it was a blue something the
type of the exact type of stone that’s used as stonehenge he had it with him and i got to handle it it’s a
incredible energy yeah wow that’s really cool that’s what i mean that’s kind of what i
Moldavite
like about like moldavite moldavites one that i really like just you know
thinking about i don’t know just its journey and where it came from and you heard the story behind that right um
i don’t think i just knew it was a meteorite that landed in russia if i’m not
mistaken i think it’s once well i know shanghai uh shungite comes from a media or something from outer space
that landed in russia supposedly really i don’t know exactly i thought moldavite was in one maybe it was czech republic
i can’t remember exactly but yeah it’s it’s it does come from outer space right and then
it’s similar to a tech type right what they the theory is that whatever hit and then went up
into the air and came back down is a tektite and moldavites supposedly like that now
there’s i’ve heard rumors that if there’s a um grail cup you know in the stories that somebody said that
there might have been a moldavite grail cup you are right about czech czech republic
it’s one of the ones they sell by the gram yeah it’s a gemstone is a variety of tektite a meteorite
found near the latava river in the czech republic the check name for this green gem is
vlatavan which i don’t know if that is even how you pronounce it but it’s derived from its existence and
proximity to the river but i know that it’s a stone that like not a lot of people
can actually a lot of people struggle with moldavite because i’ve
heard you know sometimes it just makes them really like just it’s just too much energy for them
to use and so it’s usually i’ve heard people that have actually like
lost their moldavite where it just vanishes and then it’ll show up eventually when the time is right i know like for a
while in the beginning with it it definitely felt a little bit different but for the most part i wear it so often
now that you’re used to it yeah yeah the same thing with any really high vibrational
Finissite
um stone it’s like um is it finickite or finicite the one so ryan claims that it’s the highest
vibration it’s well there’s different kinds the the the one that i got that he claims is
the highest vibrational stone right now is a crystal clear one from burma really you know what i think i remember you
showing that to me i might have but it’s one of the what is it the synergy 12 stones that are real
all they’re real high vibrational i actually got a finic finissite finicky from colorado colorado’s got its own
version but it’s not it’s not exactly like the burmese version it takes me a while to adjust
to the energies of some of those um you know i usually sit sit with those by myself for a while um
on their own right then i just usually store them and don’t work with them as much anymore but that’s my problem i store a lot of my
crystals and i mean like these two they just ride around in my purse all the time and i don’t ever you know i need to meditate more with
crystals i don’t use them yeah you can just sit with them and you don’t even have to give them the attention that they
they want or need they just you can just bask in their ambient energy to just help with whatever else you’re
doing sitting with now i think i read was it selenite selenite celestine
are fluoride one of those three i was reading that you’re not supposed to have them by your bed because the energy so i want to say it
actually might be fluoride well that’s the thing fluoride is one of the only few stones that i don’t really it’s not
i don’t really prefer you know it’s really i don’t know if it has anything to do with fluoride if they’re similar
you know like fluoride in the water so maybe that’s it i like it just because i don’t know i definitely feel
like with it i definitely feel like i can connect more with the angels when i
am compared to like other there’s so many different colors of it too yeah i know
purple and there’s another ones too and then i read lapis is a good stone if you struggle with sleeping
to put under your pillow that’s a great one it’s good for the throat you know yeah or two and that the throat kind of
regulates the physical stuff in the head too and arms and hands let’s talk about
Pets
the energy that’s been happening you don’t have pets though do you i don’t know do you know anyone that’s
so that a lot of my animals a lot of my friends animals i’ve been noticing
that they’re they’ve been acting like really really strange the past like week or two i keep getting
guidance from spirit that the new madrid fault is going to be shifting and then it’s like it is
shifting like energy we’re not the only beings on earth that are
having energy within our body that’s like coming up for healing and so
i feel like that’s what’s happening with mother earth too and so i keep getting this warning that
and i don’t know if it’s really a warning because it might just be something to pay attention to right yeah and so
they’ve been telling me like i feel like i need to be doing healing and sending healing i’ve kind of
been doing that a little like whenever i do reiki i kind of imagine energy going into you know the fault
line but yesterday i kept getting the message because i put a post out on facebook asking friends you know how their
animals have been acting and like almost every single person except for one
said like oh my gosh my dogs have been the strangest they’ve ever been because like mine will go outside and
they immediately like want to sit by the house to like come inside one of them she
keeps looking up at the sky a lot they sense you know the energy changing
so and they’re usually forewarned too right they are you hear the the ones that the tsunami that they they
take off canary and the coal mine yeah but that seems reflective of human behavior too like not wanting to go
outside and wanted to go back in the house too and well they keep telling me like yesterday i was getting the message that
Remote Reiki
i need to drive there yeah i think that i should drive to new madrid my light came on last night i don’t know how i’m going to
work that out guys oh my god it’s a 2 hour and 20 minute drive and so
they show me going out there and just like meditating and then driving back home feeling into
it and you know you can do it remotely but it’s not the same as actually being on site because when you go to those
places sometimes things get activated right it’s a different type of experience than doing it remotely yeah and then i also worry
kind of i don’t know i kind of worry that what if i go there and do some stuff and then something shifts well what i
would do is sit an overarching intent to only be for the well-being of all and it
only have an effect that’s in alignment and allowed by cosmic law true cosmic law that way our ego can’t screw
anything up can’t have any effect unless it’s in alignment with cosmic law or allowed by it right yeah and it’s for the well-being of all
so that way it’s kind of a fail-safe like an overarching everything it’s kind of like when i do reiki i like to
say you know to let the energy come in at the highest vibration that i can tolerate yes um kind of like
that’s a common one i mean the earth please allow the healing energy to come in as high as she can tolerate yes and also
the whoever is getting the treatment too you know you say that as well right so yeah yeah and i do i do it for
myself and then i do it for whoever my client is at the time that seems to happen naturally anyway but
just saying that out loud is kind of like a kind of a relief and just kind of lets people know what’s going right
Intention
well and like you said i mean it’s that intention because everything it’s all about the intention and the energy
behind it and the universe does know when we aren’t matching when all the things aren’t
matching up and it throws everything off it can catch on a lot yeah i mean it’s well
i definitely see that but it can also be like yeah it just could be a learning process right because it’s all i think it all works
out in the end although but but the the thing yeah with the intent is so important because
um you know even everything i think i feel is driven by intent even things that are our habits you know
things that we don’t even think about it’s just routine that we do all the time same thing but at one point there was an intent
behind that right so just think of even brushing your teeth well there was an intense you know never think about it or
bring it consciously but at one point okay this is for health you know this is for for health you know this is for
self-care but even if you if you are your family never said that’s amazing i know doesn’t it i’m
like gosh it almost smells like ham and beans which i don’t eat human beings my mom would make that all the time but
follow that distraction no i know i’m like a little puppy dog i’m like where is the head it could go back
generations the word that intent was first sent and then just becomes a routine from our ancestors so it just seems everything
Anger
well and that’s kind of the thing too yeah like you can go back to when that intent was set and just like um
how past life trauma follows us you know it if we don’t set the intention to heal
and release that trauma it’s gonna keep following us until it just goes on autopilot it stays uncomfortable they
say you all your trauma is compartmentalized in the body and stored away not consciously until you have time to
deal with it but eventually it’s going to come up for healing you know it’s just a matter of time well and if you don’t listen to it
that’s when your body starts getting sick absolutely and shutting down the point yeah you know because i know like
with um you know anger anger stores a lot and like the liver and the pancreas colon like all those
areas and so so many people are dying from those kinds of cancers because
they’ve stored and here’s the thing too they might be on the outside totally happy-go-lucky but if they have
anger they’ve not dealt with and it’s here absolutely it poisons them and anger is such a tricky beast because
it’s a double-edged sword you don’t want to repress it the thing is though if you’re not in a conducive environment
and start coming up well then you know that’s going to harm it could have potential to harm people
around you right well and how many of us are in a conducive a lot of us have that
anger because of our environment exactly so this is one benefit of this quarantine type
thing is people can go and work on that if i feel that’s the most important thing this has been a good chance it’s gonna
go yes yeah and but then also with the anger is if you start bringing it up well then if if you keep feeding it then it’s just
gonna keep going and amplifying and getting it can get stronger until you take your foot off the gas right
so that’s another potential downfall so it’s like either way it’s a tricky way to deal with so one of
the best ways i’ve found is if working on it in isolation you can have murderous rage
as long as you’re by yourself contained and not acting on it right it’s completely okay to feel that but
but anger is just like it’s also if it’s directed towards somebody else it’s like picking up a hot coal
and wanting to throw it at them well who’s going to get burnt you know right they don’t really care well and honestly like everything
Fear
is a mirror and the more that i think about that the more i see that play out a lot of our anger
stems from grief a sadness a fear
you know and it’s easier for us to just put the anger cloak on because anger
keeps people away but when we are you know fearful of something or
grieving or sad that leaves us vulnerable and so when we’re vulnerable
then we’re able to be those things again you know and that’s a thing but that
energy if that’s what we’re thinking about then it’s what just keeps cycling around
what you focus on you give energy that’s another thing yeah it all boils down to fear right you see
there’s all emotions come down to love or fear and fear is an illusion the only fears we’re born with they say
is fear falling backwards i guess you don’t crack your head open and then loud noises i think there might
be a couple other ones but everything else is learned right heights yeah right that’s that’s a
learned thing too because i mean kids aren’t until you tell kids about that they don’t really know you know yeah
they’re usually jumping off maybe there’s uh yeah unless there’s some kind of you know that’s a thing too i do feel
that a lot of fears that we have are from past life experiences it could
be too yeah you know like i and and not even fear but even like a strange like
drawing too so for instance like bluffs the bluffs are i’m always really drawn to
them but also i have a severe fear of heights but in my past life one
of my past lives i jumped off of the bluff so i think that’s where in this life because i
hadn’t healed that which i’m still i get you know i’m still working because i don’t know how
i’m still an over the height thing but that’s kind of that you know once you heal that then it shouldn’t really
bother you anymore and if it does then there’s another aspect that needs to be addressed you got the the
mound building cultures around here like there’s all kinds you know along the river here in the ancient society the thing though
with the mir going back to the mirror we talked about this before so eventually instead of seeing um
having other people’s density mirror back to us we can eventually get to the point where we see
our own the light of our own divinity mirrored back to us right well yeah
Mirroring divinity
because it’s all about like me matching your vibration you know the universe brings
you the people places and things that match the vibration that you are at well and also the stuff that we’re
here to learn and work on right yeah because i mean we can we can’t really escape getting away from what we’re here
to to learn and go through right it’s it’s gonna present itself sooner or later anyway or we have to keep repeating it right we talked about that
the spiral staircase and that’s the thing that’s the thing with like past lives why it’s strange to
me that so many people don’t actually believe in them i don’t think it’s required to believe i
mean you could have evidence of that in your life you don’t even have to look at past lives what keeps repeating in your life
over and over again i mean it doesn’t really matter where it comes from yeah even if we want to deal with just this life alone yeah you can heal
it in this life without having past life memories at all because if you heal it now it clears up timelines from the past i
feel like it could be easier to access if you know right away but the danger with that though is some people
start dwelling on the past lives right so they just become so um they start taking on an identity from
these past lives which i don’t feel is healthy either just to get the information to heal i think is good we can’t
necessarily go back and relive those and live in the past right right good to have that information to
to change now and going forward so that’s what i feel because like spirit’s definitely saying that the knowledge of past lives
Knowledge of past lives
is important to have because i mean yeah you’re right whatever we keep cycling through this
life is from a past life but it is important to know
to know more about that past life and to heal because it’s not just about really you at that point
because you know the whole point in going back into the past life is almost like it’s almost like healing the entire root
ball seems like people that are on the awakening path it’s a really common experience just to remember past lives
not necessarily even after going in and digging in but but just having memories of them yeah right
and dig mine they just you know oh really over the course of years they would just
kind of you know i’d get a little bit of this or a little bit of that it wasn’t until these past i would say year and a half to two
years everything started just coming together and making sense
i’ve got these images that i can’t really discern if there may be past lives or not you know i don’t have the
discernment to tell if it’s just kind of a random memory if it’s maybe a contact experience if it’s some kind of you know insert or
remote influence there’s so many different possibilities what are your like the body of your past
lives similar main one that i came back in this life to heal
yes because i was native american that’s what’s kind of not strange but you know like i’m in
this life now and i still have a lot of those
there’s a lot of characteristics of native american that i can still see that i carry i see that too
you know because yeah and that’s a thing like my skin color you know the cheekbones the hair just a
lot of things like that when i did my dna you know there’s no anything
native american in our bloodline at all wait did you actually get a scientific test
yeah through 23andme interesting i think that that doesn’t really invalidate it though no it doesn’t because honestly
Blood and energy
like that’s blood and energy’s different yes i feel like a lot of us
we are actually more connected because of our energetic connections than we are our blood connections
absolutely yeah they talk about some people talk about soul family you know and that’s part of what we’re trying to like
dig through in this life is to find those people that we connect with because it’s
you know we all connect it’s just one great big puzzle this is this is such a fascinating question we can talk about tribe you
know and then talk about blood relatives uh then you talk about soul family star seeds and galactic heritage like
what star systems we come from what more genetics we have from different races and stuff galactically um yeah so do you know
anything about that for you well i i had a reading once and she said i um become um arcturus i came here via uh so like
korean durian but i don’t know but i don’t know if that’s how i got in here through that or if i actually have heritage
through that supposedly i haven’t dug in that i find that stuff fascinating yeah but it can also be a side track too
um because people get so deep into that and you know what we need to work on here and now it’s just as important as all
that it helps fill in a lot of gaps yeah that’s the thing like you’re not learning it for no reason
right that’s true but it’s all about if you we’re clinging to that and we’re making that more important than what we can affect here
Addiction
absolutely but honestly that’s um that would be something that needs to be healed
possibly that would be i mean because like addiction that’s that’s very much an addiction
um and addiction doesn’t always take on the form of you know sex drugs and rock and roll
absolutely not i mean for me my biggest addiction is thought forms you know it was for the longest time when i was in
college and stuff you know i would instead of just interacting with people i would just withdraw be more introverted and just
[Music] that’s probably a defense mechanism for you yeah it’s substituting probably for
a need you having to put yourself out there and you know it’s like oh this is so much it’s yes exactly it’s my
security blanket and that’s what people do and you know like i talk to clients about and especially like right now in the
summer time you know i have a lot of friends that’ll go and be like oh i read x amount of number of books this summer
which is really great but most of them are like romance novels and all this stuff what did you learn
you’re reading these things as an escape period and if you keep doing things
in excess to escape from something like anything that you do can take on
that addiction shopping you know whatever if you’re running from something that
needs to be healed absolutely finding something else to like cover that up then
whatever it is it could be a book it can be your show it can be yeah you volunteer but if you’re shopping yeah
but then again we often have we can’t go too far on the other extreme where we have to have we have to have some enjoyment and some social connection too
that’s really rare for somebody to have to worry about you don’t have to be concerned about that some people not very many
Balance
ideally though you know we all learn how to have a nice balance
but that’s the thing i talk to clients we talk about being both you know the
divine masculine and the divine feminine or vice versa some feminine people get really upset
because they’re like well i’m the divine feminine but it’s like you’re we’re really supposed to embody
both aspects you know because we don’t really need any anything else other than what’s here and
it’s learning how to balance that because like not every day are you gonna get up and everything’s
just gonna line up like it needs to and so you have to be able to adjust and
adapt you know some days are a little bit quicker than others that’s a thing actually lately i have been
manifesting things like really in a really really quick way and not even intentionally but like so
the other night when my check engine light came on the first time sunday
night i guess it was i had a dream that it went off like i was getting in
the car and i started up and then it went on pre-cog yeah and so then i told my friend who was i was gonna he was gonna
help me with taking it in about the dream and then that was actually the morning of i know
what is that that was actually the morning of the night it went off right i don’t know what’s inside that
what’s going on there oh anyway but yeah so then it actually ended up going off and then i was like i started crying just because i’m like oh
my god i can’t believe this but then a lot of things have i don’t know have just since been
kind of and there’s a two-two um that was the numbers i was seeing
yesterday so like stuff like that i feel like something lights was two two two in columbia really
how funny but yeah i just feel like something really big is starting to like shift and i don’t
know what it is and i think also that it has to do with the fault line and i really do believe that it has to
shift or something in order for whatever needs to come up and out to come up and out i think that’s going
to help heal a lot of the pain that some of these souls walking around here have you’ll have to
go and investigate and re and let me know what what comes to you i will well i wouldn’t say the precog thing
mine is really quick you know i have the dreams like that but that’s not as common for me as like the um like a few
moments before something happens i’ll just kind of get the information that is it that information that
makes the thing happen or is it just kind of a warning or not like um like a synchronicity
synchronicity or is it saying okay this is it just kind of shows you what’s gonna happen you can’t really do anything about it
Validation Synchronicity
it’s just this is gonna happen i am hearing from spirit is it’s for your validation because you doubt yourself a lot oh yeah
because either way it’s validating yeah you don’t have to i don’t have to figure it out if i somehow made that happen or if it’s it’s just a
warning but yeah that’s great but i also hear they’re saying that you know they’re letting you know that
you’re on the right path oh yep because that’s what’s synchronicity that for sure synchronicity is just kind of and that’s
something we miss we miss that a lot because we get so wrapped up and that’s a thing like when
we’re shifting out of a place that’s really bad or hurtful for us and it may be a scary change to have to do it’s important to
notice those synchronicities that way you know that whatever this big thing that you’re getting ready
to do is the right thing synchronicities happen to let you know whatever change
that you are making or whatever thing that you’re thinking about this is that you’re on the right path and
it’s really but see when we’re wrapped up in like negativity and when we’re wrapped up in grief and anger and
sadness and anxiety and all these things get those we don’t get those or if they do you don’t notice them
exactly right right you know we’re fearful of the change we’re this we’re that and we miss the lights from the universe saying
Fear of the Change
this is good for you and so a lot of us stop our forward momentum and then that
thinking overthinking like you said you know thought forms i feel like a lot of us especially being introverts
are very guilty of but i like how you put it platforms instead of being like
overthinker that’s part of the journey too is to to to go through that process of learning how that is you know that
you’re not in an alignment that you’re this is how that operates and to get that contrast to know
what is like to be in alignment and have synchronicities if you don’t if that happened all the time you wouldn’t you wouldn’t really recognize or
appreciate that so you have to spend some time stewing in your own crap here’s the thing though about that is with you
Intuitive Guidance
i feel that i honestly think that a lot of it wasn’t even i mean yeah they were like thought forms
or whatever but you’ve gotten like guidance messages oh absolutely for people for a long time
you know when i was younger i was inundated with them all the time but i didn’t know what it was i just always thought it was me in my head
yep same here dissecting everything but now i know that what i was actually getting
was all there was [ __ ] that they had going on it’s an empath again to into absolutely
love what they’re kind of tuning in to what they’re going through yeah tapping into their energy right and then also
getting intuitive guidance on what’s going on and what can remedy and stuff it’s so validating too
because not too many people have such a emphasis on their inner voice and inner guidance as predominant as we have you know a lot
of people think more images too yeah i’m more language-based yeah i’m more
language based like and that’s kind of sometimes why i struggle in meditation because i don’t really see
how people see what i am like when i’m seeing things like mine are really just like swirls of color feelings
that kind of thing it’s really hard for me to actually see i really have to to be deep in
meditation and sit that intention and keep the concentration on a visual thing to do
things like that otherwise it’s mainly language right i just use that as a meditation object too it’s like listening to a podcast or
a radio yeah just sit there and that’s the object of meditation just to tune in and listen to that something and then
try not to get too involved in it too because then you just lose contact with everything except for that but sometimes
Higher Awareness
it’s good to have that skill to to totally be involved in them other times it’s it’s okay just to sit back
and like tap out well just to just to have it go on you know like a radio play like right
you’re also listening to other things or you have feelings too that’s one form of the like mindfulness
of that type of thing yeah okay so when i want to go back to a bigger picture we talked this is
what i’ve been reading at randy green she’s the danish clairvoyant i got her one of her new books called the higher awareness
lifestyle philosophy and she says during that 2020 to 2021
it’s kind of like these um the higher councils um have agreed in late 2019 during this
period people are going to be kind of divided into like five different groups there’s going to be one that keeps going
on like in like i would she doesn’t use the word ascending kind of progressive path she’s saying we’re the sun and
everything is going to be shifting more into 4d one of the other groups is going to be the people that are going to try to make
it in the first density but there’s also the group that’s behind kind of the some of them like dna manipulation that are
they’re going to try to do that um with genetics and stuff but they’re going to try to make it with all the different
earth changes coming they want to stay in this reality but they don’t want to keep going into progressive worlds
then there’s going to be another group where they just don’t have any viable genetics where they’re going to go into states of evaporation
and go off into their own place one of the other groups is the regressive races so they’re just
they’re the ones that just pretty much try to keep re-looping time to stick stalling because they’re
eventually they don’t have a light source from within they have to get energy from without so they keep doing
all these tricks to keep prolonging their life but they know eventually they’re gonna go fade away too and the other group is the
rehabilitation and that’s i think this is the zone if if this ha has anything it’s gonna be
um where maybe i fit in where we’re gonna go into uh healing and rehabilitation so we’re able
to go into progressive worlds after this happens interesting what’s her name
randy green i think i sent one of the one of her videos oh yeah yeah yeah yeah okay she’s really like i
mean really kind of a more masculine really scientific kind of base but she’s clairvoyant she has all this
knowledge about i mean i definitely feel that something like that is what’s
happening like there’s different you know divisions the people that
aren’t going on are dying and they’re dying from covid they’re dying from suicide
Covid
there’s lots of suicides right now there’s lots of covet stuff obviously right now you know all of it’s
happened you know i know that covet is a real thing but i do believe that it is happening for a completely different
reason and that it is supposed to run its course i don’t know if anyone
is familiar with what happens when you try to twist karma and try to stop things from
happening that’s it let’s say the mandela effect is because of that a lot of people are saying and talked about the men yes yeah and
that’s what that the timeline of strangeness that is because of things like that trying to people trying to manipulate things
what she’s saying is that the cv is an attempt by i forget who to go in and do genetic changes she
doesn’t agree with it and don’t think it’s the right way is that that’s going to go in and alter genetics trying to
write some wrongs but she said it’s not going to be a perfect solution it’s way over my head so yeah
there’s going to be a group that’s going to come in and they’re going to try to pick and choose where they heal oh that’s another thing she was saying
that some of the people that the regress races are locked down to their jurisdictions so they so these um we’re talking about a
new grand cycle so the energies from this new grand cycle are going to come in and help
help along this whole process too so they’re supposedly like quarantined or like set in their spaces
these new energies can come in and do their working and i think one of the years is 2135 where i think the first density
she’s saying is gonna eventually go out and then all by then all these different groups will be
you know established that’s a thing too it’s really hard because like
being you know a psychic and a clairvoyant because everything it just kind of also depends on how we
interpret that’s true too what we’re getting absolutely yeah because like with me i don’t see a lot of
things so that’s why it’s hard sometimes when i do readings because like what i’m hearing them say to me and what i’m
relaying it doesn’t really make any sense at first so i did a ring once and i kept
seeing like a motorcycle like a harley motorcycle and i kept telling the lady you know like
you know they they’re showing me a motorcycle they’re showing me a motorcycle what and you know she couldn’t figure out
anything about why a motorcycle didn’t come to find out his name his name was harley and so that was
something you know right away or is it later it took us a while to figure the same way with me sometimes they’re really apparent other
times it takes for sit and like oh yeah obviously right sometimes it’s both sometimes it’s multi-layered too it can mean one thing
and another and another well and that too and that well that usually happens a lot with the readings when i do them i usually tell my clients
The Nature of Time
to record them just because like after like you know you might have one message today
but then when you are drawn to it in four months from now or even next week and you re-listen to
it there’s gonna be something there that’s different like a whole new message a whole new takeaway it’s just
like a good piece of music someone you can listen to again and just hear certain things you’ve never yeah heard before each time
or just keeps away as well
well yeah ultimately time is just an idea that we all agree upon right well it’s well like we talked about what’s this
what’s the speed of time nobody can say that you know so cool i’ve i just read yesterday that the way they did it
was they based it on which who knows because when the time when was it created right but they based it on like the sun and
how it lasts right and then but i mean divided it by but it all depends on how precise your
instruments are too exactly and honestly that’s why like some days time goes really fast and then other
days it goes by so slow but that’s because it doesn’t really and i think consciousness
might play into it it’s one of our experiences here time this this kind of weird experience of time because
other realms and stuff that don’t have that experience right in future and past or converging
simultaneously you know it’s all excess well and that’s what they say with the uh deja vu
a lot of the deja vu feelings that we have are because we are going through a period of time
that is either past or future to us that’s why it feels so familiar
it boggles my mind you talk about timeline and time travel and you know even through consciousness
and timeline manipulation collapsing timelines jumping timelines yeah
depending on where we were you know i’m on quite a few different boards and some people can actually even almost sense in their
bodies when they’ve shifted people talk about re-looping time dilation missing time we just don’t
remember some people that you’re really in linear time but then they have this experience where they can’t remember certain times
and then what happened to that what happened where to go right what happened there
time really isn’t linear either that’s one aspect of it it’s more spiral they talk about right because it doesn’t
like everything else right you know just look at our conversation here there’s nothing leaning here right
We needed time
with time you know we needed time because we had to have jobs we had to have meetings
we had to have you know like if we actually lived a completely totally spiritual life
where we had nothing to do nowhere to be time it would be okay it’s dark and it’s
light yes the only thing would be within space though if you wanted to kind of have more of a a willful
approach to it if you wanted to meet at a certain you would be energetically connected like i do
We are energetically connected
feel yeah we are in tune with our bodies we’ve been conditioned to be in tune
with everything outside of our body absolutely when you are fully in body and fully
unconscious that’s why like okay so they’re telling now i’m getting okay so like a lot of the premonitions you get that is also that you are in full total
complete alignment with all of the layers of yourself well okay
so back to the premonitions and how like when you think about somebody then all of a sudden they call you that is energy
you put that energy out there they picked it up we would know when to meet i don’t even know how to
explain how that would happen well you thoughts wouldn’t have to be involved thoughts wouldn’t have to be no it would just it would just happen right exactly
and that’s the thing we were just doing a zen study yesterday and they saying that your body
and things happen without you having anything to do with it without you having to say okay this is what i
want to do and i want to move my arm here that comes that can come after what actually is truth in reality
we can do both just like our heart our heart beats we don’t know how it means all the processes in ourselves happen
without our control or without us telling them to do things right well energy has a memory but i feel like it’s
fluid too that’s right that’s why some people can’t move their arm that’s why some
people their heart stops because the energy just
we are as alien or as computerized or as robotic as i mean
like people don’t understand how well this is all i don’t even understand
like as i talk about it exactly yeah they tell me a bunch of stuff that i don’t even understand
but yet somehow i think in my soul i kind of do get it you know what i’m saying yeah
but it doesn’t have to you don’t have to have like um not just knowing of it i mean at least the way you can express
i don’t know about that if you go out there in the world they don’t listen to a damn thing you say unless you have
but that’s part of the problem too is that they want black and white and that’s the thing about the universe
is it can’t really work for you and in your life unless you trust
the unknown right mystery you knew everything down scientifically or
whatever where would the mystery be either right no matter how advanced we get spiritually scientifically whatever i
think that they’ll probably just always be mystery otherwise if we solve every single mystery i don’t think there would be much
a point of existence as we go we learn more and every time we turn the
universe is bringing us to another place that we need to learn that’s true if
we’re a path of progression right so there’s the progressive group absolutely if you look around not everyone is going
to make that choice right exactly
